@Captain24 @creative_writer I think the decluttering is also tied to a lot of emotion for me, like I think it will involve some reflecting on my identity and how I've changed, what sort of things I want to hold on to vs stuff that I might be clinging to because it's part of a past I am trying to let go of. I think it's why the process has been ongoing for... like a year now? 😅
@AlwaysMyself I do the side-head-tilt too ahaha
Anyway, yes solo D&D is a thing! I was given a book (the title escapes me right now, I'll have to pull it out of whatever box it got smushed into with all my other D&D stuff) that basically allows you to create a procedural game by rolling dice to create the world and generate random events. Like there's hundreds of tables - for everything from creating NPCs to dungeons to random encounters. Like you'll settle down for a long rest, then roll to decide if there's an event, then roll on the random events table and it might be like 'a thunderstorm interrupts your sleep!' or 'an NPC attempts to steal your belongings'
It's definitely a wild-card kind of experience, where you can kinda choose how much you want the dice to decide stuff for you. I think it utilised a system called 'oracle dice' where if you aren't sure about something you can roll a d6 with these outcomes (which may or may not open up other options that you can then use other tables to fill out):
1. No.
2. No, and...
3. No, but...
4. Yes, but...
5. Yes, and...
6. Yes.
So like if you are playing as a sneaky thief, and you wanna determine whether the NPC at the tavern is carrying valuables to loot you ask the oracle die - "Does this NPC have valuables?"
1. No.
2. No, and... (he notices you and decides to rob you instead)
3. No, but... (he is talking to someone about a 'job' you might be interested in)
4. Yes, but... (all the valuables are cursed)
5. Yes, and... (a lot of the valuables are in a sack he keeps leaving unattended)
6. Yes.
Oh wow I spent way too long on this, haha woops my special interest was activated and now I can't stop! 😝
Can always chat more about it on the D&D thread if you like! I had some memes I was gonna post over there too lol hopefully I bookmarked it somewhere 😅