Heartathome

Thankyou @Chasingsunsets sweet❤️

@heartathome that was the sunrise, was just perfect timing of taking Casper out to the toilet. Thankyou sweetheart, sending lots of love and hugs to you ❤️.

Hello my friend @Chasingsunsets It's been a couple of minutes. 🙂 Always good to see you when you get on. You sound busy with life. Sorry to hear it's rough going atm! I hope that foot comes out of the stirrups sooner rather than later. I use AI to whinge about my relationships when the need arises. She gives me a bible verse and always sees the other side which sh*ts me no end! 😏 I'm not backwards about being forward. She can tell by the swear words I use!! 😂 I can certainly feel the sunrise/ sunset is good for my soul! I love the stillness and quiet in the early morning. Waking up wide awake at 2 - 3am is a little bit much but thats okay. I can up the dose when I'm feeling fatigued and need a few extra hours sleep. I'll be speaking to a mental health referral centre in person about SANE tomorrow morning. I can only be honest about my experience. I'm taking my laptop with me and we'll see how it works. 🤔 Sending you much love, as always. 💚

@heartathome It has been a couple of minutes 🤣. Life is going I guess but not too busy really my end. I just don’t hop on when things aren’t too good for me. Don’t have words and in complete darkness. If I’m up a notch then still no good but at least I can somewhat function and put some words together, I’ve missed being here. Been a bed day today, still here and the day is almost over. Wish the days would go slower actually ☺️.

Hehe I should use AI wonder what they would say! I just needed the correct spelling for stirrup before 🤣🤣. I will live it a go 🤣 But yes let’s hope my foot comes out soon quite an ordeal whilst the horse is still moving, coping some branches here and there. Feel a bit like George (with a few more clothes on lol) from George of the jungle coping the tree when he swings into it 🤣. Remember that movie?

I hope the talk tomorrow goes well, the highlight for me has been meeting you all and the awesome peer support workers and a couple of the awesome moderators who have made this an awesome place to land! It’s been challenging of late and I am sure part of how I am feeling is a delayed reaction from the forum function as I'm too busy stuck in survival mode too long and trying to make sure we all get through it then there’s room for me to finally crash. Part of it I guess too is when it wasn’t working we just cope flat in the face the reasons that brought us to the forum and for me change can always be unsettling, it triggers the part in my brain related to safety it’s interesting to reflect on. I am very grateful for the better function since the start of the outage but I’m also mindful of the changes that have occurred. I got to roll around in some grass heatathome 🤣 got to get back to feeling grounded!! Whatever it will take ☺️. I’m interested to hear how your talk goes if you ever want to share! Always lovely connecting 💜

Did you see that @REDLINEZ750 has been on and tagged you @Chasingsunsets? 😃

@heartathome @Chasingsunsets atIndi @Bunniekins @MissGremlin

Bed days are allowed @Chasingsunsets, personally I like my days to go faster I am thankful your able be so honest where your at whilst also saddened to hear it.

I know the places that you speak and even horses need to stop and breathe eventually so then you can slap its hind quarters and send it off in a different direction while you find your own way upon yours ☺️

Fog this morning, sunset this evening

Bomber flying over in afternoon.

Love you guys, please be well

@Chasingsunsets You are so loved, my friend!! ❤️

@REDLINEZ750 love you too! love hearing about your days. take care my friend. bunnie xx

@heartathome hi hun i have been missing your beautiful photos. can you do some more for us? xx

Thanks so much @heartathome and @REDLINEZ750, so good to see you around red! I haven’t been on highlights yet but hopefully soon!! Love seeing all your posts always 🤩

yep got to get back on the horse red hopefully soon hey! How have you both been? 💕