Heartathome

I feel like I’m done! I’m emotionally overwhelmed and exhausted!
This morning I ended up in tears after more complaints and demands from my partner, and I had to take a sedative just to calm myself down. I've been doing this for four weeks now. I’m barely sleeping, I feel trapped here for another week until I can get a lift home, and honestly all I want right now is to go home.
My partner is still confused and relying heavily on me, and I know the family are relying on me too, but I feel like I’m carrying more than I can cope with. Even small things feel overwhelming and draining. I'm emotionally at my limit.
I’m also struggling with thoughts of wanting to pick up again just to escape the emotional overwhelm for a while, and that scares me because I know where that road goes.
I’m trying to hold myself together, but today I feel very close to breaking point.

@REDLINEZ750

@heartathome oh sweetheart, i can only imagine how hard things are right now for you. I'm sorry that it's gotten to such a point where you're struggling with those thoughts again and feel like you're at breaking point.

I'm sending you so much love and hugs right now and I'm hoping you can get home soon so that you can get some much needed rest. We're all here for you sweet ❤️.

Hi @heartathome it sounds so overwhelming but, in a way, it is a good thing that you are aware that you have reached your limit today and I hope you can find ways to look after yourself and just go into entirely 'self-care mode' whatever that looks like for you at the moment, even just something small for yourself and allowing yourself to just let go of any other demands for one afternoon and then let tomorrow take care of itself when it arrives. 💙 look after you today💜.

@MissGremlin @heartathome 😘 my support button is not behaving so just sending you both ❤️

@Tolly that silly support button and it's issues. Thankyou for the ❤️. Hope you're having a lovely day ☺️.

Thanks @heartathome 😘 I am having a pretty good Friday so far and looking forward to the weekend.

Thanks @MissGremlin for your understanding, empathy, hugs and love! I appreciate your support! I didn't tag anyone because I hate feeling like this and don't want to complain! 💜

@heartathome you're so welcome sweetheart. You're not complaining either, you're sharing your feelings and everything you feel is completely valid. Tag me whenever you want sweet, there's always an ear here to listen no matter what. Be gentle with your wonderful self, you matter and you're loved ❤️.

That was @MissGremlin asking about your day @Tolly 💚

Hi @MissGremlin thank you so much for asking how my day was going and thanks for letting me know @heartathome - I am sorry about that, lol, I need to get new glasses 😉