Hello @blue_wren
Quite late in responding to your reply.
That is me in a nutshell though. I have slowed down so much due to chronic this chronic that
chronic trying to work out what mind is actually trying to tell me now
result do very little other than distract
some days are better than others I realise as I read what I am writing here
So beneficial in responding to others
Yes warm sunny days almost try to incite me outside with promises of achieving more
Yes I tend to stay in if I am overtired over whatever
Then other days I simply walk outside and one foot in front of the other leads to a few hours later feeling warm inside and nature yet again has nurtured me
I understand how you feel
Our minds are incredible though
Now I tell myself perhaps there is actually a reason why my mind is responding in this way today. Works most times as helps keep that pesky guilt at bay
I also love looking from indoors out and feel calm now so nature is still there for me even when I am not physically in it.
Hope that all makes sense
Keep on loving this world which in my mind is Nature not all the other stuff
Meu2