A song that describes your current emotional state TW

@MissGremlin @creative_writer @DownMoreThanUp @Bunniekins @Jynx @tyme @AuntGlow @Dimity

I spent a lot of time talking to the birds. Bunny. More relating to nature than scary stuff. SOmething in me needed to ground deeply into what was perceived as "reality", from school or broader society. I still lean that way.

I have also been in a performance with William Barton before Covid and really appreciated his didgeridoo playing. There was over 100 on stage. Grateful, for all my musical experiences.

Talking over on the Christian thread about feelings and emotions.

Its never been easy or simple for me to describe my emotional state. It probably is too fluid, rather than static, as implied by the word "state".

Anyway, I hope it is not too left field for you all. Dont watch it if it does not speak to you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Umd4Ulfn2ek

Loved it thanks @Appleblossom .

• I think I know what you feel @Bunniekins

are you talking about scared about confusion

or anger ?

I feel when I get ill it’s like I’m very

tense and feel misunderstood making it feel as though im not heard or properly understood.
I feel like no one understands me and I can’t trust anyone

does this feel like you ?

@PeppyPatti "I feel when I get ill it’s like I’m very

tense and feel misunderstood making it feel as though im not heard or properly understood.
I feel like no one understands me and I can’t trust anyone

does this feel like you ?"

@creative_writer @Dimity @Appleblossom @MissGremlin @Bunniekins

It certainly very often feels like that to me too! Can be very hotly even! Yet now i'm learning that my overwhelming emotions latch onto unprocessed hurts often creating more inner detachedness and making things worse. So instead of trying to quell my strong flaring emotions i'm learning to let them show me where i need tender love and care.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5M7TaKgHrKU&list=RD5M7TaKgHrKU&start_radio=1

@Appleblossom hi Apple i love birds. all kinds was just talking to my daughter about penguins and puffins how cute are they i mean it is ridiculous how sweet they are and yet of course they are descendents of dinosaurs which is fantastic imho.

i feel good an then something triggers me and i feel myself falling into the past of demonic entities. i have to try and stay clear of those triggers but it can be hard at times. i once saw a movie with the most hypnotic didge playing hmmm it had me hypnotised it had David Gulpilil in it from when he was young. hmmm i think it was called the last wave https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=684ptgMxgZc

it scared me as a child particularly pointing the bone scene. lol so dated looking back but it was scary then...

@PeppyPatti Hey PeppyPatti sorry i cant use the support button on your post because you have got it in one! i have found that life is so complicated. nothing is straight forwarded. when i was actutely ill there i was scared most of the time i remember that. i dont remember being angry but i have been told i got angry too which is very unlike me. i remember demons even to this day they visit me in human form i have to be very careful and stay away from anything nasty as it will bring them back. that is why i stay away from alot of news because it is confusing for me and i get stressed and back they come... everything has to go through a filter so to speak.

@creative_writer @DownMoreThanUp @PeppyPatti @Dimity @Appleblossom @ENKELI @Mustang67 @StuF @TAB @Meowmy @MissGremlin @Cuddlebear @heartathome @REDLINEZ750 good evening everyone here is a beautiful version of apologize imho. hope you all are having a wonderful night. https://youtu.be/JwvBeHbDL9Q?list=RDMM

@Bunniekins good evening bunnie. Just been to yoga. Feeling relaxed ha

@Meowmy good on you Meowmy. @TAB told me you were super fit. i have been slack all day ... but tomorrow is another day 😄 xx

@Bunniekins hey sweet bunie, hope tomorrow will be a great day for all of us.