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A song that describes your current emotional state TW
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heartathomeSenior Contributor
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I didn't get all the lyrics @Bunniekins but it sounded like a sad song. Are you okay? 💛
UPDATE: I just saw that you're in a busy but good place, so I'm pleased. You can have the hug anyway. 😆 You deserve it! 💛
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
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@heartathome you are so sweet thank you. basically the song is about the "ghosts" being situations, people etc from the past that hold you back from moving on to a healthy happy future..... i am getting there but it has taken alot of therapy, friends and family. xxx
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tymeModerator
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Hey @heartathome , I've had shingles.. onyl a few months ago. Hrm.... it was weird having it. You're so itchy and your skin is burning but you can't scratch and nothing helps the numb pain... I think it took 6-8 weeks for me to heal. I still have the after marks right around my torso.
So yeah... it's not nice.
Hope this day is nice for you! @heartathome
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
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@ENKELI @creative_writer @heartathome @TAB @Appleblossom @MissGremlin @Mustang67 @AlwaysMyself @Cuddlebear this is not a song but a poem but many songs start off as poems so i have included this one which my daughter wrote about me... i love my daughter.
I love you so much.
When I look at you, I see you pass.
I am so exhausted.
When I sit with you, I see the moment we part ways.
I need not imagine the future to see myself crying over your grave.
I love you so, so much.
When I smell your scent, I plot ways to preserve it after you're gone.
I want to enjoy the moments we have now.
When I see your smile, I count the wrinkles on your cheeks.
I vividly imagine your passing.
I love you so, so, so much.
When I hear your voice, I smile.
I fight to keep that smile as the images come flooding in unbidden.
When we are together, it never feels like enough.
I know that nothing ever will be.
I love you so, so, so, so much.
What will I do when these torturous fantasies become reality?
I am so exhausted.
When that dreaded day comes, what will be left of me?
I will have nothing left to imagine.
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MissGremlinSenior Contributor
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@Bunniekins oh sweetheart that's absolutely beautiful ❤️.
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heartathomeSenior Contributor
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That's a very raw and beautiful poem @Bunniekins She is very talented. Does she write much poetry? How wonderful that she could share those thoughts with you!
My son has said much the same to me about my passing. It worries him. I'm only 64! Like that's young, isn't it? 😆💛
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
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@heartathome im 61 i hope to be around for at least another 20 years 😄 . she is very talented. very artistic and with a heart of gold. she has an iq of 147 and that is without finishing the iq test as she got bored (cant help but brag as I am very proud of her as i am of all my children).
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heartathomeSenior Contributor
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Yeah. Thanks for the information @tyme I hope I don't get it before I'm immunised. I think I have to wait till I'm 65 if I don't want to pay for it. That's the middle of March. I'm not sure how much the injection is. Maybe I should just get one anyway. I'll ring the doctor's tomorrow and see. Thanks for listening to me process that that one tyme! 😆 I hope you have a good evening! What time do you finish? 💛
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
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@tyme @heartathome am looking forward to being old enough to have my vacc for the shingles. sounds a miserable thing to endure. 😞
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@ENKELI sending you lots of love and hugs 💖🤗
@Bunniekins beautiful poem, it is so touching 😍