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For everyone: I first started seeing my psychiatrist in 1998. I wrote this poem about him and therapy twenty-five years ago. As you can see, I didn't trust him at the beginning. I know now that he did and doe's care. I hope someone can relate and it's not too negative for here!

@REDLINEZ750 Here's another one. Are you okay? I'm being brave by putting it up!

Therapist

Do you laugh behind my back?

I doubt that you care less

How do you look upon my life?

Pathetic, I would guess

Did you ever give a thought

until I walk on through?

Or am I just another one

waiting patiently in queue?

You hide behind your doctor's mask

I know that's it's not you

I wonder what you're really like

Is what I see all true?

I want to trust and believe in you

But I can't believe you care

You keep your distance emotionally

and personally, never share

I am depressed and miserable

I feel unstable too

Are you glad when time is up

I wish I really knew

I'm so angry, I've no control

You won't open up to me

You have the power, I'm vulnerable

I hate the pain, you see

I sit with this every week

and I'm still compelled to come

My need for love is crushing me

I'm here for just a crumb

Does my pain amuse you so?

Is that behind your smile?

I want control that you won't give

I need to feel worthwhile

I have failed in my eyes

and it brings up all the past

Not wanted and unlovable

It's the role I have been cast

I love and hate you passionately

You hold some king of spell

Damn you for your ethics, [named removed by moderator]

But thank you too, as well

I'm feeling now, you wanted that

Though I can't say I'm impressed

I have to trust what you want

Is to see me at my best!

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do you like slow days? @heartathome

from what i know, the support button impacts different users at different times (for example, last week my support button wasn't working for a day but it's been working well since). i don't think it's linked with the pics/songs, etc., as it's happened before. it got fixed but the error popped back again.

sometimes the IT team need multiple screenshots/pieces of info to pinpoint why an error is occurring. the team's also working on other IT issues too, so if they see more 'support button errors', they'll prioritise it more than the other IT issues 😉

there's absolutely no pressure to do those tech forms everyday, but if you're happy to do so, please feel free to 😊

also, have you tried clearing caches/cookies? sometimes that helps with the support button error.

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You were going so well until the last line @rav3n

have you tried clearing caches/cookies? I know the ones you eat! 😂 That sounds like a technical thing! No worries. 💛

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tell me whay i need to change @heartathome please, its just a start i dont know how font is maybe too small aye

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@heartathome haha i wonder why they call it cookies in tech!? so misleading 😋

@REDLINEZ750 such a great poem!! ooft definitely related to a lot of those thoughts and feelings around therapy. just wanted to clarify - are those images of people AI generated? or from google images? just want to double check that it doesn't identify people 😊

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I like the colour and the thought of my inner child being there in his care @REDLINEZ750 . Scary shit!

So, I need a male therapist (mine is bald with glasses). I don't mind the therapist you've got. I would be the smaller figure though, maybe as a child, because I was stuck emotionally at thirteen. and the therapist would be the larger figure. Yes, put me in as a child! I had long mousy coloured hair as a kid.

It would be interesting to know how you imagined me to look. I know you have long dark hair and tattoos on your arm from the photo's you've posted, but you have nothing to go on for me, but how I describe myself. Oh, this could be fun! 😆 Only joking!! I wouldn't do that to you!

I have told a scammer once that I had six kids, and that my mother was sick and asked if I could 'borrow' some money from him. Silence.

I did get scammed for $3,500 by the 'dear mum' scam. I was blessed to get it back! Phew!

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its heartathomes @rav3n im sorry it looked like it was mine @heartathome 😐i will fix that happening again if you let me do it still i will put your name to it...

i apologise to @rav3n also

are you there heartathome?

i learnt something today i will go post a song on how i feel currently anyway

again sorry for not thinking to majke it clearer who the wordsmith is

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Just about going to bed @REDLINEZ750 The meds are kicking in and I need to be horizontal. I'll talk to you tomorrow, hey. Good night, Redline! Sweet dreams! 💛

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see you in morning my friend it took me longer to post song its not i am ungrateful for your words i felt yourself and bunniekins minimalised your own experiences which wasnt coo;l, 8, 13 15 still same nightmare its not even random not that theres any difference i mean these f%^%kers that become scout leaders clergy teachers police calculated what got them closer to kids and trusted by parents evil bastards that protect each other. f$%k them anyway,

i will look for you early i have sone news i i dont want you to find out elsewhere, see you when you reach the horizontal horizon

Night

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hey sorry @@rav3n i didn't read entire message earlier just the praise for heartathomes words, if you see my word flow it's a not as eloquently meshed as hers hahacha.

the images are off adobe express and i know not to post against anonimoesmess, they only time i did was for thinking uncle was dead so didn't care about it now.

i noticed that heartathome referenced some pics being how she knows my description i think she might of been tired i haven't but have told her i have long hair to my shoulders, sorry about not responding with other post

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I hope you're asleep @REDLINEZ750 .

It's ridiculously early or late, depending!

I'm not worried about getting accolades for my poems. I'm not that precious! It's just good that someone else gets to read it apart from me!

What did you learn yesterday? Going to your song choice to have a look. 💛

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