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TW: i cannot tell

Eden1919Senior Contributor10 Sept 2025, 10:09 pm AEST

TW: i cannot tell

Hi everyone so i am struggling to tell if i am just feeling better or if i am maybe hypomanic or going there idk

TW: Thought patterns

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i am just really confused like i think i am sleeping enough but i feel really weird and like not normal like i feel oddly powerful and like i have been doing a lot more than usual and like i dont feel good i think idk how to describe it and i just like idk what to think like do i just feel good for once or is this something else because i can never tell when it is something crossing the line or not and i really dont know what to think i am just suspicious of any good feeling and like things might be fine but what if they arent plus like and idk because this might not even be important but like i keep thinking that i am not mentally ill and that i should go off all my meds and stuff because i am actually psychic and have magical powers and and that this whole thing is just a conspiracy to stop me from escaping this world where satan is after my soul and that i should try and find the other angels and idk it is hard to explain and idk if it even matters cause like it is true and nothing anyone says can change it but like i know no one will believe me here so like idk why i am even saying it cause no one will agree even though they know it is real but no one will admit to it because that it part of the whole plan and anyway idk i just want to know if my mood is normal and i can not be worried about concerning other people namely my psychologist and psychiatrist who i have to see soon and like do i need to not tell them this stuff or is it safe to tell them idk how to explain what i am trying to say

i am just really confused like i think i am sleeping enough but i feel really weird and like not normal like i feel oddly powerful and like i have been doing a lot more than usual and like i dont feel good i think idk how to describe it and i just like idk what to think like do i just feel good for once or is this something else because i can never tell when it is something crossing the line or not and i really dont know what to think i am just suspicious of any good feeling and like things might be fine but what if they arent plus like and idk because this might not even be important but like i keep thinking that i am not mentally ill and that i should go off all my meds and stuff because i am actually psychic and have magical powers and and that this whole thing is just a conspiracy to stop me from escaping this world where satan is after my soul and that i should try and find the other angels and idk it is hard to explain and idk if it even matters cause like it is true and nothing anyone says can change it but like i know no one will believe me here so like idk why i am even saying it cause no one will agree even though they know it is real but no one will admit to it because that it part of the whole plan and anyway idk i just want to know if my mood is normal and i can not be worried about concerning other people namely my psychologist and psychiatrist who i have to see soon and like do i need to not tell them this stuff or is it safe to tell them idk how to explain what i am trying to say

anyway any input is welcome because i am very confused about what is what and what to do.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor24 Sept 2025, 1:46 am AEST

Re: TW: i cannot tell

@simple-petal thanks so i talked to my psychologist they said they arent concerned more than usual at this point and just to keep an eye on things and if things change let them know so for now i think things have calmed down a bit but yeah.

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