Struggling with life

Hi all, I have had 6 weeks off from work due to a toxic boss that brought a lot to the surface, I have now been diagnosed with cptsd, chronic anxiety and depression and attempted unlifing at the beginning of those 6 weeks, I have been getting a lot of help and my medication has been changed [edited by moderator] which I think is working better but I had to recommence work last week and although I managed to cope last week I am really struggling with how I am feeling this week, I don’t feel comfortable or safe in my role and I am struggling to be in this space, I cannot not work without losing my rental, my car and ability to provide for myself and my son but life feels really really hard right now, I’m applying for other jobs but feel despondent at the lack of support from HR, my union and workplace, I suppose I am venting here as I cannot see an immediate solution to any of this and I spend half my time crying at the moment and feel like all my resilience has disappeared