@Chasingsunsets
i have a massive high light today. i know for certain my prescription sleeping aid has been causing me to rage and have increased anxiety levels. For i have not taken one for three nights now, and i have had not rage at all or had overwhelming anxiety bouts like before. Not even once, not even a little.
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Despite the good news, dealing with my wife has been rather difficult settling a property dispute which is threatening to become legal. As well that i have been too sick to visit my daughter in town this week so much nausea, (but hopeful i might be able tonight if she is fine with that.)
For our daughter has been stressing daily for along time already, increasingly so. She has been miss behaving with her carers, we even had to get a therapist to help her carers deal with her much more difficult behaviours than she has displayed before.
Lately our daughter has been stressing very badly, which i believe is from not seeing me for i have been too sick to visit much.
This has been compounded for she has been kept back from coming home to see me, because she stressed the dogs last time she came.
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(Yet she always stresses the dogs. And it has never been detrimental just something our daughter does when loud noises are around. She has this with rowdy children, babies crying, people arguing or laughing loudly.)
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Now so very sadly, during the times I was to sick to visit our daughter much, she has gotten very much worse in her daily behaviour. Personally, and knowing her well, i know that this is of our break up, because was only able to visit a few times the last months and have not spend any lone time with her at all.
The last time i managed to visit her she did not even want greet me like usual or even wanted to acknowledge my presence.
This is the worst news possible for our daughter becomes upset when people cut contact with her. We know that about her behaviours from the past where this happened between her and people she cared about but who cut contact with her while she loved them.
She had already been stressing a change of worker. For someone left and she did not stay in contact afterwards and our daughters behaviour began to go down hill ever since. Our daughter has real issue when that happens her emotional need to see them again.
Further more our daughter had always had issues with dogs barking, babies crying, or children laughing or yelling at each other barking. This is not new to any of us. Why now suddenly she can no longer come to visit me when i have been so unwell to do so? Now our daughter has issues with me she has never had before.
While I have desperately searching with four different medical professionals to help me to be stable enough mentally and physically to move on from here, as well as keep our relationship going. i reckon the estrangement that has now developed between me and my daughter, to both our detriment and will hard to resolve when things remain as they are, do not need to be like this.
