@Chasingsunsets They reckon that Geese mate for life when in the wild but not when domesticated. However, we do notice he likes the female on the nest now, much more than the other one. So hopefully her six eggs will be fertile. We bought the geese last year, this is their first mating season. i will keep you updated. We check on her every day now.
Yes we did have a very nice walk and we did see an wild animal. A young tiger snake crawled basically over our feet trying to get across the path. A dog in front of us must have stirred it up, luckily it did not get bitten, neither did we. The snake, young and beautifully brightly coloured, looked really elegant trying to climb the steep sand banks on the side of the path. It was very scared of us.
Yes i have basically been surfing my feelings, rather than be dumped by them. It is good to see that over the years i have regained some control over my feeling world, learning to ignore it. When i was younger this seemed impossible, however knowing what happens when i give in to the negativity makes it well worth it.
This is the good part of proper counselling and learning to be mindful of the situation i'm in, rather than reactionary, as i 've been for so long. For now rather than being hard on myself, as i always did when the negativity was pounding, i give myself lots of slack, and more love and tender care rather than less. This seems to do the trick, awaiting until i cycle out of my depressive mode, and get back unto a more even keel.
Sleep is also really important here. When i heed my emotion misfiring i hardly sleep a wink, however it is not even a month ago i had a psychotic breakdown, and i'm back to 4 1/2 almost 5 hours in my first sleep, and often a hour, or even more, later on during the day. So very happy about all that.
Feeling still a little groggy getting the cobwebs out of my head but otherwise fine so far today.👋
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How are you going friends? i hope you have a productive day,even if down and out, and will be able to give yourselves lots of love and care where you are hurting in your lives. For this what i know for sure about myself suffering a depressive illness, i cannot trust my feelings to tell me nice things when down, for i can trust my feelings to have it right. Holding onto what i know is the truth of myself, i suffer from hearing bad lies about myself, fights those lies the very best. (Having a wife who loves me a lot, and has learned to always give me extra tender care when down and out, instead of withdraw like i do, does help this process a lot. (Thank God for her love and positivity in my life.))
No other highlights today, however it is not even 4am yet, so hopefully i've got more highlights coming my way. i hope to have enough energy to repair a gate that broke of its hinges a few months ago and i have not got around to fixing yet.
