@Chasingsunsets Hi good catching up again.
A big bad day from e but also good. Our dog Zeta was sold today. i already miss her so much but we both knew we had to do this. My dream had been to breed her. She is an awesome dog but also very energetic i have not been well. She and Shadow began jumping fences and taking off. Each place we had enclose - three in total she worked her way out. For she loves the poo of the birds and wants to chase them. The problem is we have sheep farmers around. i was forced to stay with them outside. I was often fat too unwell, nausea or in a state unable to run after her all the time. Plus she is about to go on heat. And that was the cycle i was going to breed her in but now we know i'm too unwell for such a responsibility. Hence we sold her for less than a third she cost us to make sure she will get a good home. A single mum with three young kids who has had a Rottweiler before and like me is a dog lover and not someone who would possibly do the wrong thing with her. We love her far too much for that.
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Zeus is already depressed with Zeta gone, even though Shadow i still there. If she keeps running away we have to put her down, we hope she will not repeat this behaviour she never has before. Otherwise a far more difficult decision might have to be made for she is already 11 years old in a few months, and breed wise only has a few years left, so it might be hard to find a new owner for her. i don't really want to think about that. i love here a lot, even more than Zeta.
The loss is hard but i had no voices or emotional overload so far letting the hurt hurt. That is already massive progress for me.
As far as my wife and me concern. We had a great time today despite the loss and really found connection on this topic together. Next week or first couple session we both hope that will be the next step in our getting back together again. We both know going because we miss each other so much will not work, it was good to hug that moment together, but it still is bloody hard to see her leave again afterwards.
Only had two times voices -- considering the strss and emtional upheaval that is unheard of and in itself is noteworthy.
i hope you have nice day.
It hurts to know i'm never going to see them do this again together. We had so much fun. I certainly hold onto that memory.
