What has been your highlight today, no matter how big or small? Come share 🫶

Thanks @Chasingsunsets I am going to be away for a while so won't be accessing the forums

See you on my return - might some more photos

@PeppyPatti hey PeppyPatti thankyou i love philosophy it was so interesting. i miss my uni days.

@Chasingsunsets hi hun hope you have a wonderful day. i am visiting my mum today which is always nice. she is 90! and doesnt walk well so she loves visits.

@Till23 @Jst1ce @AuntGlow and everyone want to introduce a newbie @RebelliousAngel to the thread. have a great day everyone. love bunxx

@DownMoreThanUp good morning DownMoreThanUp are your newly diagnosed for having you been fighting the battles for some time. do you miss your uni days? i miss mine i enjoyed lectures so much just sitting in class and listening to the lecturer rabbiting on about this and that.

i am sorry that you are suffering from DID as well. it is no picnic is it. i find with my ptsd that either i have brain damage or my mind protects me from the worst memories as i cannot remember parts of the past they are lost to me. is it the same for you with DID?

love bun

@TAB whatever you end up doing TABs make sure you spoil yourself. do some things for yourself. you deserve that xx

@Bunniekins My dear i do not know how to answer your question in a short way. i just deleting many lines to explain myself remembering you cannot read long posts.

The short answer is no, i have not missed Uni or studying. Sure studying social science helped me get a critical analytical mind, but otherwise all the information i used to soak up, end-ed up being more heavy baggage to work through, rather than helping me learn to deal with myself a mentally ill person. To be honest i dumped it all, before letting a much more true understanding of reality put it back into place.

i do really relate our minds protecting us from our worst trauma memories. This is what also happened to me, and the whole event and its aftermath did not come back fully, until i began to release my inner pain and anger, and began dealing with my other alters in a productive/loving way instead of my life long denial of myself in those selves.

This letting go of everything is also how i also discovered that at the time of my assault i already had C.P.T.S.D. From the unbelievable trauma memories i internalised as a 3-5 year old living my first psychotic episodes, not knowing that this was so, but believing what i been told, that i did not trust in Jesus, for when i prayed to Him He would not heed me. And so let myself be tormented night after night for years on end. All of this made much worse by my legalistic religious dad, who did not love me, and forcefully stopped me from daring to come out of bed because i was scared. Yet the years of the extreme fears i suffered during these times, were the fuel making me the paranoid schizophrenic i already was then and caused my horrible religious, and my poor paranoid, alters to shape in me, even at a very early age.

Hoping you have a stable day.

i love this song describing reality

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XMifErFhiog&list=RDMMY4tHEwWLMJM&index=4

@Bunniekins Thanks for the tag in this thread. Slowly starting to find my way around here 😀.

Hey everyone 😀

Hi @RebelliousAngel 👋 nice to see you here, welcome! Hope you have had a good day so far 😊

Thanks @AlwaysMyself always love meeting new people 🙏

@Chasingsunsets Hey, thanks for the welcome 😀. My day hasn't been too bad so far 🙂. How's the day been for you?

im praying i hold myself together for this very important IME im about to telehealth from my car so in a few hours i am able to say i controlled overwhelm and so a life affecting IME going well is my highlight coz right now i wish i didnt carry the weight of it

i hope thats not too out odf contexrt to post the wish for a highlight 😕

You got this @REDLINEZ750 sending postive vibes your way 🙏

@RebelliousAngel my day is going well thanks, thanks for asking. I was hoping it would be a bit more productive but I have my dog curled up with me so can’t move now 😅🐶🐾

My highlight so far, hugs with my girl 💜