Tabaluga's 2.0

yeah , not walking or being able cook,wash, dress, wipe bum etc plus homes ..nah @Bunniekins

@TAB yeah one of my support workers told me about a client she had who was in her 70s with huntingtons disease who was in a home where she had to share a room with 3 other women! im like to my kids no way do i want that thank you very much. if you do that to me ill come back and haunt you!

ohh ..I forgot @Bunniekins my parents paid for private rooms. Was $300k deposit haha

last time I was in hosp(with cellulitis) there was old guy across passage who always had door open and lots of visitors even tho he was a grumbly old pr!ck some old duck would check in every morning and bring him a newspaper, there was someone who would ring most days and get yelled at and hung up on by him. anyway eventually they gave me really strong painkillers ok low dose , but of stuff addicts use. so I had energy and was feeling good, up and down hall for midnight coffees, biscuits etc anyway, smelt this god-awful smell, thought was coming from toilet. toilet wasnt being used and was okay inside. told nurse eventually. Old bast@rd had shat the bed and stench was that bed it was creeping undermy door, like 4metres from his closed door. they said could not smell it at first, cos just used to it ha ha

ok he was waiting for spot in home.guess my parents did same b4 home, in and out of hospital.would have needed 4liters of bleachs 3 cans air freshener, burn the sheets and an exorcism ... never had that smell b4 and I was at sewage works for 3 months lol

@TAB s lolz ! " .... exorcism"! yeah something about most men when they get old get really grouchy. my dad was one of those men he/we were lucky he died of a massive stroke brought on by not looking after his diabetes etc. he would have been an awful patient. he would have had bits of his legs cut off due to the diabetes .... it had already started with one of his toes.

yay for pain killers! yeah be careful of cellulitis TABs wont you.

..I blabbed that I had stopped smoking to medical person.(like no fair all health probs since then) they cut me off cold. its because of what you already did. never occured to me.though t stop long enough and like never happened .. woop s............GP once told me if smoking age 55 may as well not stop, cos its too late... @Bunniekins

anyhoo, as scary as it is, I am huge and cant shift it, not stopping me from doing less than 1/4 of exercise should be, also barely eat vegetables these days

..and ..cos I have so o much time on hands can get into worrying pattern.

think bed again here soon

@TAB s my mum knew a woman who died in her late 80s smoked like a chimney and was as thin as a rake! she died quick too within days of going to hospital. she kept her marbles as well. perfect way to go.

sleep well TABs.x

very lucky woman .some people know when its time .

before 73 would do me, early if health unbearable @Bunniekins

..just need 10year plan then lol

thanks for chatting . bit like old times. smiling now.Nite., not sure if will get to sleep, bit restless plus warm

@TAB hey i am glad you are smiling that makes me smile, hope you get some sleep TABs

yeah, fading here @Bunniekins laters.

@TAB @Bill16 @StuF good morning cool friends, take care