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@PeppyPatti @GezzaP mr Drumpf loves Ruzzia , but is harming them by inadvertantly helping china. just zero clue

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@ENKELI wrote:

@tyme thanks my beautiful Tymey. I am getting there, icky stinky carpet and all. Hugs gorgeous xoxo

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Eeeeeewwwww @ENKELI .

Whenever I get a new place, the first thing I do is rip up all the carpet. I don't even have a single rug in my house. I can't stand carpet, knowing how many germs and bugs live in it.

Hope your flooring gets sorted soon!

I think he is clueless that he is helping China @PeppyPatti .

@PeppyPatti that guy is going to tell anyone who will listen, that someone got him confused with Nat F.

That dude is going to feel like King of the World.

He would have LOVED IT 😊

@GezzaP Yes had someone I knew in Argentina who was a Zen guide and whose wife was nearly abducted and k!lled during the most recent civil war 30 years ago. He was sponsored to come out to Australia to teach Zen. I dont know enough about their history. But it used to be quite bad during the time when I knew this person. It wasnt safe to do anything. I have since lost contact with them. They had poor access to internet. I hope you enjoyed your dinner. I've been checking out a biodynamic planting guide on astro-seek. Going to plant tomatoes, zucchini and beans. Have kept my seeds in the fridge got to warm them up before planting so the seeds have the best possible chance. I have a variety of different types vegetables in different colors compared to what you can get from organic farms

@TAB hey Tabby, how are you and Von Flerken? MM has taken up residence on my bed now that the weather has changed. He wanders out for food and then goes and curls up to catch up on his many hours of sleep.

One thing about wet carpet, he didn't come bother me while I was in the lounge room. I'm thinking of making a feature, a pond instead of flooring lol.

How are you going with DSP? Can't believe that for legit cases it's so hard to get help, yet someone who just doesn't want to work can scam the system. (Thinking of someone I know who couldn't work in an iron lung because she's just too lazy). Hope you get a resolution soon x

Little steps ??
@ENKELI

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@Glisten, I nearly drove past my own house on Friday. The roofer had cleaned the tiles and I swore my tiles weren't that clean. He's coming back tomorrow to finish, then the roof will be repaired, along with the gutters and damaged sofits. Woot woot, little house in the Vegas is getting a makeover!

Now I have the fun of choosing new flooring and couch. The excitement is too much to take!

How's life in Red town? I've been thinking of you, especially when I am eyeballing home saunas...

Did you sell your car yet?

Hi @ENKELI @Glisten . Well learnt this morning need cataract surgery new glasses won’t do any good. Have to get done or won’t be allowed to drive anymore.

Going deaf too. Have hearing aids but they keep falling out so don’t wear them yet. The joys of aging hey? Sorry to be such a

negative nelly but aging sucks. Have a good day.

Hello @AuntGlow . Thanks for checking in with me. I’m okayish. Haven’t been sleeping well last 4 nights. Swung into hypomania from depression. I have bipolar type 1. Overtired.

Have put off dealing with bank changes until I am compelled to deal with it all.

Got up early showered and went for eye test this morning. Need cataract surgery. Can’t deal with this, this late in the day. Too tired. They just rang and made initial consultation appt for next Tuesday.

Rarely suffer from SI so I’m safe. My biggest problem is excessive spending when hypomanic. But too broke to do this atm. I’m hyperaware of this tendency now. So slowly learning to manage it.

Tried psychologist but wasn’t happy with him and was so expensive. GP is on long term leave so can’t renew mental health care plan. Need to find someone more understanding of bipolar 1 I think. Have a good psychiatrist. But don’t always follow her instructions to the letter. I’m pig headed especially when having an episode.

Well just a bad patch I guess. My illness is mostly well managed with meds. Aging does make it worse though I have found.

My sister has disowned me so get no help from her. She is my only close relative in Adelaide.

Have a few friends but they don’t offer much support. Have a helper but he is unreliable and often cancels at very short notice because he has his own problems. Neighbours are better. Might ask one neighbour to help out with cataract surgery. He is very helpful. Will have to speak to him about what is required for cataract surgery. Need 3 days in a row, transportation and 2 overnight supervisions.

Don’t want to stay in hospital as I can’t sleep properly. Psych wards are full of people weirder than me lol. Would only work if they allowed me to take my sleep meds which are a controlled substance that gets confiscated along with all my other psych meds. And I have a cat to feed.

Excuse the rant but I’ve got so much on my plate. Feeling a bit overwhelmed.