Tabaluga's 2.0

Its going to be tight @GezzaP. I will have to draw on my food storage to get by. Inflation is going up and its going to get worse according to what I've read in the newspaper. Getting my vegie patch going again now I have energy. Hopefully it will keep food costs down. Best not to rely on the centralised food supply with fertilizer scarcity and fuel prices. I'm so glad I did extra detox, its given me oomph to get into the garden and be self sufficient.

Got an hour @GezzaP just waking as alarm went off. Going to try a hydralite b4 leave

Glad to hear you got some rest @TAB . Yes a hydralite is probably a good idea. Hope gym goes ok. Just trying to motivate myself to cook lunch. Having a bad day today. Had 2 smokes since 7.30 this morning. That’s good for me. Was smoking too much when I first got up have to work on that. Haven’t managed to drag myself into the shower still.

@Glisten hey Glisten, well done for your strength. Take good care. God bless you.

@TAB hey tabby, has been so hard today. One of the meds was making me lose memory real fast. Had to stop it. Internal agitation came back. But kept working. It then settled. Hope you're okay. Home now. Take care.

Yes inflation likely to increase with war @SmilingGecko . My helper sowed some veggie seeds but I struggle to find the energy to water them especially when I’m depressed. The weather is going to warm up over coming days so I should water them. Trying to get motivated to cook lunch here struggling. Had 2 ciggies this morning since 7.30 that’s good for me. Puss hiding somewhere inside I think. Oh well come on Gezza get up and make lunch. Hope your veggies make you self-sufficient.

@GezzaP hey Gezza, thanks for the tag. Hope your day is going well. It's been a very hard day. Just settling down now. Take care.

Oh dear @Meowmy maybe withdrawals as well?

Just at physio

Well done re cigs @GezzaP just makes it easier for when you are ready to stop.

Got diet shopping lists printed off, dropped scripts off

At physio

I can’t help beating myself up about the smoking when I’m in a low. @SmilingGecko I try not to be so negative but it is hard. I weakened and had one after lunch. After eating is the hardest time. I still have smokes in the house so won’t be able to stop yet. At least I managed to cook lunch and do the dishes even though I tend to lose my appetite when I’m down because I lose interest in cooking, but I did it so that’s a plus. Went out in the garden to get some sunlight too. I’m not sure I’m up to a walk. Tend to hide from the world when I’m down. Sorry for being such a negative nelly.