Tabaluga's 2.0

I'm feeling a bit the same way today @GezzaP ‌❤️‌ I understand how you feel. Its not nice when you recognise the state your life has been in, on some days particularly xxoo

Will get out a piece of labradorite crystal to enable me find some solace within myself maybe and try and get some meditation done as a form of escape from the unpleasantness of today. The labradorite seems to take the edge off stark distortions of reality. I do theta brainwaves off youtube and it transports me into a refuge of peace

..sounds like a good day to me @GezzaP all in how you look it lol

got cigs ?

got food?

got something to do (yo hablo)

tv?

I watched a couple Elementaries on iview yest

walk around block?

Shower ! v.impt makes feelbetter

plans for when have $$?

ringsomeone ?

ok text someone ?

guess tried already

my text gff fm Perth not seen in years rang me out of the blue other night

telling me we were like a married couple (ok it was 11pm her time) I didnt know what to say just mumbled stuff like once bitten etc. Friends sure

Gotta run

now shes not talking..

@TAB I had a light bulb moment in the middle of the night. I applied to have a lump sum payment from my superannuation on the grounds of financial hardship. If they approve my application, we will be able to start looking for a rental a lot sooner.

Today I am going to have a quick look to see what sort of properties are available between my mum's and where my partner works, to see which suburb fits into our budget the best.

Got enough for one small shop to get cigs and a bit of food just waiting for one more bill to go through then I’ll shower and go to shop. Will text helper @TAB to let him know I’m due to get paid later this week and he can come. Doing Spanish. Just went to letter box no new bills thankfully.

Just went to letter box. @SmilingGecko Thankfully no new bills. Waiting for one more bill to come out of my account to see how much left for small shop. Then I’ll drag myself into the shower and to shop if I have enough money left. Cat in and out like a yo yo this morning. Hope you feel better soon.

@GezzaP Thats good no new bills. Well thats something at least. I've had to suspend my monthly order of frozen fruit I use in smoothies until I have more money. Decided to buy them weekly from Woolworths instead of a monthly bulk order from another place, it will keep costs down. idk. Getting out of the house is good but sometimes it makes me feel like I'm trying to do something that doesnt actually benefit me, I still come home to an empty house. In the past I used to like going to art exhibits at a gallery 30 minutes up the road by bus to see something of great beauty. Some of the art installations in the gardens are really lovely to see so it always made me feel it was worthwhile getting out. Havent checked what art exhibits are there currently. Havent been there for a while. Do you go to art galleries? Its usually free or by donation. Dont know if you have enough petrol in your vehicle to get out or not. It may not be your thing. When @Historylover was on here we would watch opera together on you tube. I love the opera I find it very uplifting.

I go to an art exhibit every so often @SmilingGecko . Saving petrol. If I had money I would put petrol in the car because oil is already going up due to the war. Worried about very wealthy right wing extremist mobilisation by Advance Australia.

@GezzaP I have been following along with whats going on in Iran with the USA in mainstream press but I do follow an Australian expatriate who is a political refugee in Mexico it would be interesting to see what he has to say about Iran. Hes been banned on just about every online platform. I follow him and a political science spokesperson who has an online media channel authorities tried to ban and bankrupt. Theres another news channel I love listening to. He talks to all kinds of insiders and gets lots of great intel. I also like NEXUS magazine with their updated daily news snippets.

might have got 30 mm here maybe more @GezzaP

gym was okay, def felt it, hips., back mainly plus bit puffy still bit hot 30 mins after lol

went long way home got stopped by farmer driving sheep taking up whole road and more.

he hadcutest put Long haired border collie. he called it got it to jump on motorbike lol

https://youtu.be/uCRtHVEroQ0?si=JLPK9HD9BMrZkVmM

https://youtu.be/LPRrHyXchEY?si=L_nPAMuksal6xmad

..some of my autism tunes for you lol ie archival mind that does database searches on word association lol

umm when at uni I used to cash drink bottles in at deli when broke, eat cereal etc drink port haha @GezzaP

in dole career I keep a bag of coins usually at least $50

plus cereal etc but rarely gets to that these days

got rates bill on table.tryingto ignore it lol $440/quarter haha