iwish57New Contributor
Hi. I'm a senior & new to all this & have many issues
Not knowing what to do anymore. Have been alienated from all my biological grandchildren & a son & daughter, from no fault of mine. Its so heartbreaking..
My own upbringing was a nightmare & I never thought it would happen with my own children. My son has made some very cruel & harsh comments that I can't forget. Have a phone full of messages from him.. I gave these children life yet they have taken mine away.......
I moved interstate so that I could be close to them all & watch my grandchildren grow up.
I suffer with BPD, Chronic Complex PTSD, Anxiety, Acute Panic & Social Interactions Disorders.
Having no friends around makes it even harder. At times I think I'm going crazy, sitting in my room & talking to myself. Since moving I have found it really impossible to get any professional help, that doesn't cost a fortune. Where I live nobody cares. Is it because of my age that I get fobbed off ?