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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Feeling worthless 😪

Yuinblackduck73Senior Contributor21 July 2025, 7:40 pm AEST

Feeling worthless 😪

Hello 👋 I'm new here and I just needed to express myself to people who understand living with a mental illness. I'm emotionally unstable wreck of a human not worth being on mother earth. I suffer with BPD borderline type and struggling with all my feelings of hate anger worthlessness, I have thoughts of ending it all. I wonder if life is going to get any better for me. I hate having these intense out of control feelings about myself and others. I just needed to say this 🙌 I hope any can relate to my situation

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Yuinblackduck73Senior Contributor23 July 2025, 9:47 pm AEST

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Thanks so much for your kind words and sharing what you have been through, I'm an accomplished aboriginal artist who’s art's been in several exhibitions and licensed by [location/name removed by moderator] Council and used in mini vivid shows. But I haven't done anything in a while going to do some paintings to see what all these emotions and feelings produce 🤔 my culture is the last thing I don't ever want to loose as I would not exist without my culture I'm nothing 💔 I'm desperately trying to keep it and myself

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tymeModerator23 July 2025, 9:54 pm AEST

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Are you connected with your local Aboriginal Health Service @Yuinblackduck73 ?

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Yuinblackduck73Senior Contributor23 July 2025, 9:57 pm AEST

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Yes I've just reconnected with the local aboriginal medical services. It's not easy I've been going through this for ages and hiding my mental illness from some of my mob.

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Yuinblackduck73Senior Contributor23 July 2025, 10:01 pm AEST

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Thanks for all your support I really appreciate it 🙏

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tymeModerator24 July 2025, 11:13 pm AEST

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Hope you've been okay @Yuinblackduck73

Thinking of you.

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Yuinblackduck73Senior Contributor25 July 2025, 4:01 pm AEST

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I'm trying 😪 taking a lot out on myself feeling drained 😴

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tymeModerator25 July 2025, 4:13 pm AEST

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Did you get up to much today? @Yuinblackduck73

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Yuinblackduck73Senior Contributor25 July 2025, 5:12 pm AEST

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I started to paint some boomerangs 🪃 for my grandson.

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Till23Senior Contributor25 July 2025, 9:16 pm AEST

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Hey @Yuinblackduck73 I am from just north of you - Dharawal.

I'd love to hear about your art. As you likely know it's difficult for Dharawal due to mostly being wiped out by arrival of white fellas, due to killing, smallpox and other disease. Many stories and traditions were lost. The forums have a place called Yarning Space for Indigenous Australians

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Yuinblackduck73Senior Contributor25 July 2025, 9:20 pm AEST

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Wallawani, which means hello in my language Dhurga. Thanks for the info about yarning space 😀 it's hard for me with my mental illness been hiding it from some mob. And I would love to share my knowledge about culture with you.

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