My life sucks

@MissGremlin Yeah I’d say it’s quite busy since there’s a fair amount of people around walking as well.

same I don’t cope in the heat either that’s why I usually don’t stay out for long whenever it’s hot. The heat just fricken wrecks me mentally lol. But if I were to pay a ticket to go to Korea again and stay there for like a month in the upcoming summer while it’s gonna be winter there (I wish, but it’s probably not possible that I’ll go there. Plus I’ve already had my fair share of dealing with all the language barriers which is enough for me to not wanna continue going there especially on my own because of how upset I was with that😂🤣)

@Blackcloud I do understand lovely I’m of ethnic background and the pressure to be with same ethnicity is strong. I ignored that and I’m more interested in having a partner that has good qualities, is compassionate, empathetic and trustworthy etc.

How was the time in the park? Are you home now?

@Cuddlebear yeah same here.

and I’ve already left the park 4+ hours ago and am now home. It felt nice to be out in the park.

im gonna be having a counselling appointment tomorrow at 9am in the morning so maybe after that I might as well go out for a walk again, to the same park. The park that’s nearby where I live is boring as hell and not fun at all so I prefer going to a park that’s very much like the federation square/flinders type.

I’m not sure why my post on this thread just got deleted just then, but I’ll tag you guys on here again

@Cuddlebear @MissGremlin @REDLINEZ750

@Blackcloud Hello lovely how are you? I couldn’t find your previous post you tagged me in.

Are you doing ok? I’m having a really bad day today. Feel very upset and very hard to deal with all of this.

@Cuddlebear Yeah apparently my previous got removed before you even see it.

I'm dealing with suicidal ideation right now (i'm safe) and I'd like it if someone could sit with me. [edited by moderator]

I’m not doing the best at the moment so just coming on here to talk to someone is one of those things that can help me get through it all

I’m sorry you’re having a bad day today my friend. I’m also not doing mentally great either so you’re not alone in feeling this way. Please know that I’m here for you and that you’re here for me too ❤️

@Blackcloud I’m here with you and can you are in a safe space here beautiful. I see @Dreamy is also here and we are both here sitting with you.

Would it help to reach out to mental health triage in your area? We will also be here.

It’s been a terrible day for all of us. We will get through this. We’ve got each other and we are strong. Love you.

@Cuddlebear hmmm ok..well I guess I was meant to include the word ‘passive’ before ‘SI’. I don’t know why you’re asking me to reach out to a mental health triage, all I just need is someone to talk to…that’s it. SI is basically the same thing as su!c!dal thoughts but you don’t have any plans to act on them.

@Cuddlebear I probably should’ve mentioned earlier that I’m safe. Sorry to make you worry about me earlier 🙏 🫂

@Blackcloud I’m sorry it’s only cause I didn’t know if you were safe my sweet. I was worried for you but I am very glad you are safe and have us here to chat to.