My life sucks

@Blackcloud the only plan i have is a doctors appointment shortly. It's a rest day for me today other than that. Have you got much on for the week? 😊

@MissGremlin Hopefully the doctor appointment goes well for you ❤️

I don’t have much on today nor for the rest of the week, but tomorrow I’ll be having a counselling appointment first thing in the morning and that’ll be the same day that we’re gonna be getting our overall results for the units that we’ve done in the last trimester.

I’m also scheduled to have a session with my peer worker this Friday but I might consider on rescheduling it to next Friday if I choose to. We’ll see about that.

I’m a bit mentally exhausted right now, like I always am so even with the appointment I’m gonna have tomorrow, it still feels a bit much for me but I know I’ll be fine with it tomorrow.

@Blackcloud Hello lovely how are you? Sounds like you are having a bit of a tough morning. I am here for a bit. I’m just up and dressed. Going to take Wilbur for a run soon just in case it rains later. I’m glad you’ve gone out a bit I’m hoping a walk about will help get your mind off things. I’ll be here to chat too.

@Cuddlebear Thank you, I’m at the park now and am on a walk. It feels nice to go out for a walk even though it doesn’t necessarily help get my mind off things, but going out for a walk in general is better than not I suppose.

i wish I had more things to say right now but I always don’t have much to say unless if it’s something that really bothers me I guess

@Cuddlebear @I’m always mentally exhausted lol 🥲😞😒😁😐🫠

@Blackcloud It’s good you’re going for a walk especially in a park. It is a bit of a chilly day so far but at least it’s not raining. You’ve had a hard time with stupid NDIS so I can totally understand feeling down. I am the same I don’t talk much when I’m not great but typing on the forums does hekp.

@Cuddlebear yeah, but it’s not just the NDIS that’s making me feel down — it’s something else as well (a few things actually) — one of them being that I still think about how my mum wants me to be with someone that’s of the same ethnicity as us and not with someone that’s of a different ethnicity cause i understand that even though she wants me to have someone that share the “same culture” and sh*t like that, I still think it’s pretty racist of her for not wanting me to date someone that’s not of our ethnicity. Hence, I’m not proud to be a Cambodian for various reasons.

@Blackcloud sorry sweet I had my appointment and then went for a shower.

My appointment went ok.

I hope the counselling appointment goes ok l and that the results are good for the units from last semester, I'm sure they will be amazing ❤️.

I understand being mentally exhausted, take gentle care of yourself sweet. Sending you hugs ❤️

@MissGremlin no worries, I’m gonna be having a shower too this evening.

thank you friend, sending you hugs back. 🫂

I’ve been out here in the park for almost 2 hours now?? It’s nice being out here even during the breezy/cold weather today. I’m scared for the summer though.

@Blackcloud you're welcome, thankyou sweet ❤️.

It sounds lovely where you are today, is it very busy? Ugh I am dreading summer, I don't cope in the heat.