The darkness is overwhelming

Like those words @avant-garde

@can very much relate

@Bow the sad thing is just how common it seems to be

Today's finds

@MissGremlin

@avant-gardesome nice little finds there 😊.

@MissGremlin I like the Agatha Christie playing cards

I also like the volunteers there, they appreciate me.

@avant-garde definitely done cool cards.

It's nice that they appreciate you. I also appreciate you here and love chatting to you 😊

@MissGremlin I like the stitch I won from the claw machine because it reminds me of you. I want the purple one in there though so I'll keep trying. The pink ones can stay in there.

@avant-garde awwww stitch, i do love my stitch ❤️. Yeah I only have one Angel (the pink one) and that's just so I at least had the collection. Have you shared him on the plushie thread? I haven't checked it for a while.

@MissGremlin

Who knows maybe the church event won't be a load of tripe. Who knows maybe they'll keep their opinions of my mood to themselves. Who knows maybe I'll actually even have fun.

Who am I kidding. I'll likely just plaster on a smile, pretend everything is fine and avoid conversation.

@MissGremlin or maybe I'll be brutally honest, tell them I feel like sh!t and they can keep their ducking opinions to themselves

@avant-garde take a deep breath sweet, you never know what may happen. I truly hope you actually can enjoy yourself.

I know the feeling of having to fake a smile and pretend that everything is ok even when I'm screaming and falling apart on the inside. It's exhausting so please remember to be kind to yourself ❤️