So apparently I should go to the hospital

@tyme The mental health hospital here is public but you get private room

I found that for me, the public system was only for when I was in crisis. Do you think they will admit you @Twilightsomniac ?

Yeah I've already been in there once this year with ideation and having stopped taking meds. To be honest I probably should have told them about the hallucinations then they did keep asking if i was having them. They know that I hear voices but I wasn't upfront about how bad they are either

Would you consider telling them this time @Twilightsomniac ?

I'm here if you want to talk about it.

@tyme yeah I might i just afraid that they'll call child services or something like that if i reveal how bad my mental health really is. What if they say i can't be responsible for them.

I am not the hospital, but I feel the situation would the same as the email I sent you before in that since your hubby and his parents are around, it's a non-issue. And as you said, you are here because of them @Twilightsomniac

I have to go now, but all the best for tomorrow.

Take care.

Just a couple more hours than I can go to the hospital

Hey @Twilightsomniac how are you feeling about it all today?

I feel like crap @Ru-bee but I am at breaking point. I still don't know if I'm going to be 100% forthcoming on how bad it is or just enough for them to understand I need the help

Yeah I hear you @Twilightsomniac it would be a pretty scary thing sharing that, especially when it's not something you've shared before, though it is fantastic that you've been able to talk about it here...maybe it will feel a tiny bit easier to share with others now that you've already taken this step?