@Bunniekins Thanks Bun good seeing you back your bunny self👍
The one image that stood out is the bunny with the pink ribbon "i will not cry". My dad always used to scorn me a young child when i cried, for men do not cry. So i learned to be the kind of man my dad wanted me to be. It has done me a lot of harm through out my (hurting) life.
Only the last few years i have been able to grief real tears when stable.😭 And honestly grieving is far better than raging. 😡
However when in state i still wont, for my dad's voice still ridicules me, and this still makes me feel small, childish and un-man-like. My therapist is working with me on this. So hopefully some of those stored put downs will loose some intensity in my state - no good ever - and only hate myself my perceived weaknesses and wrongs i learned to do a small child.😢
Anyone else suffered from this - do not cry syndrome?😭



