@ENKELI @AuntGlow @RebelliousAngel @Bunniekins
Not me @PeppyPatti , or any other people, but those ugly demons. Demons i myself gave life within myself believing the lies i did about God, myself and others.
i wrote another poem that might be clearer to you about the same subject, but from a much more religious perspective. And not so much against the wicked hurting me from within through the lies i believed. But rather the truth i suffered from a very different perspective than religion had taught me.
Rapture
I knew I been no good most of my life. (Psalm 14)
I was stuck with cold loveless strife (Psalm 55:4)
much in me had little faith in God's grace. (Luke 12:28)
as my loveless ways had kept me from His Face. (Ezekiel 18:4b)
In my bad life I was untrue and insincere. (Proverbs 17:4)
weak and hopelessly overcome by my fear (Matthew 14:30)
I didn't believe God would love me as well (1 John 3:16)
always believing what those inner liars tell. (Proverbs 12:6)
Oh these massive hailstones pounding me, (Revelation 8:7)
considering how bad I had turned out to be. (Revelation 16:21)
Fire and brimstone following my inner despair, (Revelation 9:17-18)
for of loving truth I hadn't taken any care. (Revelation 9:19)
Where is your God my tormentors jeered, (Psalm 42:3)
the bottomless pit opening as they sneered. (Revelation 9)
My good life stolen from me as I fell down. (Proverbs 26:27)
my godlessness now with misery me to drown! (Romans 1:18)
Unbearable was the agony as I met sinners fate, (Psalm 81:11-16)
flames of torment untrue and loveless sin berate. (Proverbs 6:7)
Self hate upping the temperature so very high, (Hebrews 12:29)
gnashing of teeth and wailing my constant cry. (Matthew 22:13)
And so I languish in torment pondering my fate. (Isaiah 24:4-13)
still wondering how come I had been to late. (Psalm 112:10)
unbelief and unforgiven sin fueling my misery, (Hebrews 3)
as I watched myself turn completely ungodly. (2 Thessalonians 2:3-4)
My Hell was an Endless Torturous Night, (Psalm 6:6)
that comes to all with bad life inside. (Proverbs 3:33)
Where one's untrue and loveless deeds, (Proverbs 29:12)
now constant fire and brimstone reaps. (Matthew 25:41)
After many years The Truth came finally to me, (John 8:12)
only God's Grace could reach into my misery. (Ephesians 1)
and so my bad life the goats in charge could keep, (Revelation 20:12)
As Jesus came and collected me in all my sheep. (Revelation 19:1-10)
Awakened to the truth I arose from the dead. (Ezekiel 37)
God's breath of loving truth entering me instead (Acts 2:1-4)
a fast army arose as Ezekiel prophesied to my soul, (Ezekiel 37:1-14)
His blinding light directing me to my new goal. (1 Timothy 6:16)
And so I flew up to meet Him in the wink of an eye. (1 Thessalonians 4:17)
Heart piercing wails from the rule of the lie. (Matthew 13:42)
raging Hell poured down on where I had been (Matthew 13:43)
Father' holy wrath burning evil so very mean. (Matthew 13:41-42)
Jesus beaming smile betrayed no harm. (Revelation 1:7-8)
will for wrong simply died in His loving charm. (Revelation 1:5)
and so He also baptised me with holy fire. (Acts 2:3-4)
His loving truth tending my every hearts desire. (Matthew 22:4)
144,000 holy ones Jesus brought from above. (Revelation 7:1-8)
rebuilding my heart in His Kingdom of love (Revelation 7:13-17)
teaching me The Way to do things right. (Hebrews 8:11)
forever denying evil wrong ruling me inside. (Revelation 20:4-6)