Oh @Bunniekins how scary that must have been? How did you end up dealing with that long term?
i know you like wolves my friend and i have a story to share with you about a wolf. A very unlikely wolf, called the white wolf of a Indian legend.
In one of my psychoses, when i was completely off with the fairies. i met deceased red American Indian souls along with me in my hell below. Seemingly dead human beings who to my consternation began to venerate me as a person impersonating their legend called White Wolf. Where i turned out to be their long awaited saviour. A white person coming to their aid down there who was the impersonation of their White Wolf.
Typically me, for i was feeling deeply sorry for them suffering down there, i preached the truth of salvation as i knew it - where faith in God's Son saves us from sin, not wolves turned into white people. But they did not wan to believe in anyone called Jesus, but kept honouring me as the very impersonation of the white wolf coming to take them from their demons.
i remember preaching truth to them, their were thousands of them pressing from all around to hear what i had to say and all left long before i myself did.
Anyhow when i came out of hospital i checked the internet out of curiosity for the psychosis had seem so real. To see if there was such a creature called the white wolf. To my utter consternation at the time the description below in the link is the story i found about the white wolf. Until that day i had never even heard of this tribe of Indians but they knew the white wolf just as they told me in my psychosis.
Weird or what?
The white wolf has since been added to my symbols of hope, protection and honour helping me overcome the dark horror of my psychotic episode in the name of truth lived for real instead of theories about it.
what i found out about the white wolf.
https://nativeamerican.mythologyworldwide.com/the-legend-of-the-great-white-wolf-a-choctaw-tale-of-guidance-and-protection/