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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin my friend, are you around?

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@NightFury I'm here sweet, everything ok?

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I have tears. @MissGremlin I'm just having emotions at the moment and feeling alone.

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@NightFury oh sweetheart, I'm here with you, you're not alone. Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️.

Is there anything you'd like to talk about?

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I think I'm just tired @MissGremlin and routines and things are changing with my new job. I'm worried about how to fit in study and still have time to take care of my own needs. And I just feel really alone at the moment.

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@NightFury i hear you sweet. There's alot of things changing for you and it will take time to adjust. Would it help to sit down together at some stage and see if we can come up with a bit of a schedule?

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I think that might help @MissGremlin. I need to figure it out, because something tells me that I'm going to need to be really careful and really purposeful with making sure I schedule things like self-care in.

But not tonight. I'm going to go curl up in bed. Hopefully the tears buzz off!

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@NightFury well we can definitely do that sweet. Especially making sure to fit in self care cos that's so important.

Curling up in bed is a perfect idea and I hope those tears settle soon sweet. Hugs my beautiful friend, always here for you ❤️.

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Do you know what my Dad said to me last night?

He rang me to see how I went on my firat day and he said, "knowing you, you'll overthink this new job and f*** it up."

@MissGremlin @AlwaysMyself

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@NightFury oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry he said that to you. I can't even imagine how hurtful that would have been to hear 😞.

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