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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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It’s a puppy villa. @MissGremlin

Im up to all the fiddly bits, the part I despise.

I won’t have it finished by my psych appointment but it’ll be done soon after and then I’ll have my bench back. The other ones I do are a lot harder but a lot less untidy!

How’s your day going?

Whens your appointment?

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@Captain24 that sounds so cute, will you share a pic when you've finished?

Oh the fiddly bits are always the hardest. That's ok that it will be finished after your psych appointment, it might even be good to help wind down after it.

I'm still laying in my bed, I have no motivation today.

It's at 2pm.

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I’ve got stuff to sort out for work. Then I’ll be able to finish it. @MissGremlin. A little stressed about the work stuff though.

Bed is a good place to be sometimes.

I’ll be thinking of you for the appointment

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@MissGremlin checking in on you!

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@NightFury i just got home, have a bit of anxiety at the moment and i really need to eat something.

How are you feeling sweet?

Wanna have a cuppa with me or an iced coffee in my case.

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I've had a big old lazy day and feeling pretty guilty for it. @MissGremlin

I did two and a half hours of study then had a nap and somehow it's already 4 pm here.

I would love to have a cuppa with you.

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@NightFury that's not a lazy day, you got a good amount of study done, well done sweet. I'm glad you had a nap, your body must have needed it.

Let's have a cuppa together then and I'll find something to eat. My body has got to that nauseous and shaky point cos I forgot to feed it 😂.

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I was falling asleep while trying to study @MissGremlin so I let myself lay down on my bed and slept for another hour and a half.

I made a caramel latte. It sounds like you need to get some energy and some food into your system. Food will help ground you too.

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@NightFury I'm glad you got some more sleep.

Ooohhh yummy, I have a cookie dough iced coffee. I'm putting potatoes on to make potato salad but I need to find something to snack on.

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Oh yum! Potato salad! @MissGremlin I love potato salad.

A cookie dough iced coffee? I can't say I've ever had one. They sound interesting.

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