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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Captain24 it's ok sweet, you don't have to apologise.

How are you feeling today?

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No apologies needed @Captain24

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, checking in with you today ❤️

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Morning @MissGremlin

I had a pretty terrible nightmare in the early hours of the morning. But I'm awake and thinking about breakfast.

How are things over there?

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@NightFury oh that's rough, sorry to hear sweet. What do you feel like for breakfast?

Ugh things are tough but I just had a cuppa.

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Thanks @MissGremlin @NightFury

How did you sleep? Apart from the nightmare @NightFury

Im not feeling as bad as last night but I have been busy this morning.

I’ve done 2 loads of washing, made and finished cooking a frittata and cleaned my whole house, including moving the chairs to sweep and mop under them. I also vacuumed all the dog hair of the lounges. It’s clean enough for my friend to visit. Oh and I even made my bed which I never do! It’s only 9:30!

About to have a shower and wash my hair. Then I’m stuck for things to do for the rest of the day other than my psych appointment.

Busy works better for me than sitting around having a self care day I think.

How is the day panning out for you both?

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Sorry things are tough @MissGremlin

I'm making a toasted ham and cheese sandwhich.

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@NightFury ooohhh yummy, can you make me one too pretty please 😂

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@Captain24 wow you have been busy this morning sweet, well done for getting so much done. I'm the same in that keeping busy is good but then when everything stops it all comes crashing down.

I'm still laying in my bed after having a cuppa. I might try to have a nap soon.

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Morning @Captain24

My, you have been busy this morning. You've gotten all those jobs done already. I'm impressed.

I slept...okay. I'm doing a lot of tossing and turning lately and not sleeping the best, but at least I'm getting some sleep.

I am going to get stuck into study today. I need to put a couple of hours in, at least. Then this afternoon, I hope to just chill. I'm starting a new job in a week, so I'm trying to make the best of the time I have off in terms of rest and recuperation.

@MissGremlin

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