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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hello @MJG017, are you struggling to sleep tonight or just not ready for sleep yet?

My brain is in overdrive, it's just great fun.

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@MissGremlin

The plan was to sleep, but as you can see it's not going very well. Maybe it means when I do finally get to sleep, I won't wake up at 3 or 4am and start to worry enought to keep me up.

It is fun isn't it. It makes you wonder what we'd do without the endless entertainment during the night! 🤪

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@MJG017 yeah it's not going well for me either. At least with daylight savings ending we are supposed to gain an hours sleep, not that it's ever noticeable 😂. The worrying sucks, hopefully once you do sleep you won't wake up at some silly hour with worry.

I was watching a TV show but I got bored so thought I'd see what was happening on the forums. Surprised there's still a few people awake. I need that magic off switch tonight.

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@MissGremlin

I completely forgot about daylight savings ending. How annoying! It's going to mess me up for the rest of the week

I think I just am hesitant to go to sleep because I know I'll wake up in the middle of the night and maybe because I'm not wide awake and alert, the worries get a chance to get past the 'dustraction filters' and I start to feel panicked. It just seems to happen most nights now. We seriously need to find that damn switch!!

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@MJG017 i know right, daylight savings messes me up too. So does hearing noises outside my window.

That's fair, there's been alot happening for you lately. Wish i could take some of that worry away for you. But know I'm here if you need to chat and usually I'm awake at all sorts of silly hours. My distraction filters are well and truly broken. Really want to know where they are hiding that switch 😂

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Are there any @moderator around please?

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Hi Dreamy- around if you need to talk

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@Snowflake i really needed to chat last night but didn't get this notification cos I wasn't tagged.

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@Bunniekins are you up for a chat at all?

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@MissGremlin of course. how are you going today?xx

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