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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin 😁 allo allo!

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@Jynx how you going?

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Trundling along @MissGremlin had messed up insomnia last few nights and now I'm soooo behind on my housework 😅 How are you?

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@Jynx insomnia sucks big time. Hopefully you have a better sleep tonight. Baby steps and you'll catch back up on the housework. I'm not sure how i am right now, I can't seem to stay awake or concious, like I'm in and out but I'm just all fuzzy and not quite feeling right.

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More dissociative @MissGremlin or like woozy/lightheaded? Sitting with you hun.

Bless ya hun, you're so right. It's so easy for me to get overwhelmed by house stuff rn cos I am literally in the midst of building better cleaning habits. Too many years of living in chaos, my brain has had enough. But ofc it takes sooooo much time to do stuff cos my distractable lil brain just does NOT stay on task 😅

Your reminder for one step at a time has helped, ty 💜

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@Jynx woozy/light-headed.

TW: SH

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I did take anger and frustration out on myself earlier [edited by moderator] so self inflicted I guess.

I'm the same, my house just has no organisation so there's bits of crafts scattered around rather than being nice and organised. I try so hard to keep on top of things but I get overwhelmed when trying to sort things out, like I walk in see the task and start freaking out and have to walk away. Brains are such fascinating and frustrating things all at the same time 😂.

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@MissGremlin can we get the latest patch please universe? My brain keeps getting an error where I know how overwhelming it is to just put everything in big piles, but yet can't seem to stop putting everything in big piles.... please.... latest patch update when? 🤣

Oh right, they still haven't fixed the 'breathing and eating tube are the same tube' issue, might be a bit of a backlog 😵

😝

You got all your basics met - food, water, sleep? Might help with the woozy.

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@Jynx haha oh I totally feel you. I'm great at putting things in boxes and saying I'll get around to going through that later, so i have alot of boxes full of stuff 😂. Really do need that update 😂.

Food no, I had an iced coffee this morning and sleep well that's pretty much non existent. Head is spinning massively, can't even move without feeling nauseous.

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@MissGremlin me toooooo oh my goodness 😅 And I try to get started sorting em but it takes way longer than I think it will, then I end up creating MORE mess cos there's half-unpacked boxes and junk sitting around waiting till I have the energy to finish the task 🙃

Do you think you'd be able to get some food into ya? Even a slice of bread could go a long way right now!

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@Jynx yes, I'll empty out a box and then not know where to put everything so end up creating more mess 😂. Or i start finding things that have sentimental meaning and get all emotional and have to stop before i end up too upset. The struggle is real.

I tried to eat earlier but couldn't keep anything down. I'm heading into seizure territory, really not what I needed right now.

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