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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I stopped and pointed them out to my niece @MissGremlin but alas, she was only interested in finding the toy section.

I have a couple of pairs of bright socks, but I have a collection of crazy shirts. Lol.

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@Jynx it's really taking a toll on me which I'm worried about, but I'm keeping a close eye on things as is my counsellor.

I've never tried that, I wonder if it would help me with the comprehension. Hmmm I might give it a go with the twisted tales books that I have. Hehe us ND's do some pretty quirky things 😂.

Well I've already raided kmart, big w, target, cheap as chips and the reject shop. But I was in spotlight yesterday and saw some but didn't get to take a proper look cos I was already lined up in the checkout queue and stepping out of line wasn't going to happen with my anxiety 😂

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@NightFury haha kids always love the toy section, i mean i do too 😂.

Oohhh a collection of crazy shirts sounds awesome, I love it ☺️

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Haha @MissGremlin @hope you liked your approx 3 goodnight tags 🤣🤭 might mean a good sleep for you tonight 🤔- here’s hoping 🤞

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I love to wear a crazy shirt. @MissGremlin it's kind of my fashion thingy or signature.

I've just curled up in bed. I brought a new blanket for Luna, it juat drapes over the bed, to try and keep as much hair and dirty paws off of my bedding as possible. She's sniffing it out...every inch of it.

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@Chasingsunsets haha loving all the goodnight tags. Maybe my brain will get the hint that it's sleepy time 😂. Hope it's a good night's sleep for you too ❤️

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@NightFury that's perfect and it's exactly why I have my socks, it's just my thing ☺️.

I'm glad you've curled up in bed. Hehe Luna sniffing every inch of it, gotta make sure it smells ok 😂. I have a comforter over my quilt to protect it from the dog hair and dirty paws.

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😂yess @MissGremlin

I hope your day went ok @NightFury 🙏

 

and for cat owners hehe

 

Can’t tell you how much I would like to be back! Even it means no bed cos Indi takes it all 😂😂

thinking of you all, @Captain24 @AlwaysMyself @Jynx @Shaz51 @Cuddlebear @AuntGlow @Flutterbug9

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Pixie is the dog side and I share the my side with Jett! @Chasingsunsets

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@MissGremlin it's gone straight from the packaging and onto the bed...it should smell okay. Lol.

I use a blanket. Just a thinner Kmart one this time of the year and a warmer lined, more expensive one during winter. Then it serves a double purpose...keeping the paw prints off of my bedding, and keeping me warm.

I'm going to call it a night. Thank you for supporting me through today, my friend and good night.

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