FORUMS

Connect with people who understand what you are going through, seek advice and surround yourself with support. We're free, anonymous, and professionally moderated 24/7.

  • 47,612Members
  • 1,358,869Posts
  • 1,400,000Visitors
Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

13169 replies

8,881 - 8,890 of 13,169

In response to: Battles

Re: Battles

I can't put a trigger warning in on my phone, I'm sorry. So please put one in, mods.

Content/trigger warning

TW

Yeah, some of them are always sensitive. @MissGremlin and they itch.

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@NightFury ugh it's so annoying, kind of glad it's not just me though. Thankyou for answering sweet.

Anyway let's change the subject now. When do you want to start on Luna's registration process?

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

I need to find the motivation to get out of bed first @MissGremlin I need to have something for brekky and a shower, so maybe in like 40/45 minutes?

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@NightFury sounds good to me sweet. I'm going to try to sneak in a nap for a little then. Talk to you in a bit and we'll get this process started together ☺️

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

Okay. Talk to you soon. @MissGremlin

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

I hope you're having a nap. @MissGremlin

Let me know when/if you're up for tackling this.

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

Hello @NightFury my sweet. I'm sorry i slept for longer than I'd planned to.

I am awake now, would you like to start this process?

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

It's okay @MissGremlin it's more than okay. You needed it. How are you doing now?

I did some housework while I was waiting. I've made a coffee. I'm happy to start now. I need to search my paper work containers to see if I can find something with her microchip number on it.

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@NightFuryI'm a bit shaky at the moment and emotional (I'm safe). I realised that it would have been my niece's 18th birthday today.

Well done for doing some housework. I'm going to make an iced coffee for myself.

Ok so let's do this step by step. How many containers of paperwork do you have to look through?

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

Hugs @MissGremlin birthdays are hard when you're grieving.

I have like 5 or 6 containers with random bits and bobs in them that I could have thrown paper work into. They're still packed from when I moved to QLD. They weren't unpacked over there and I've been home for 11 monthd now.

8,881 - 8,890 of 13,169