Battles

@AlwaysMyself i am doing my best to manage things today, currently trying to get through to a crisis service which is proving to be a lengthy wait (I'm safe).

It would be nice to not be in survival-mode, to actually have a desire to live. I don't actually remember a time where I haven't been in survival-mode, it's exhausting to constantly be on guard and fighting battles with yourself.

I'm going to heat up my leftover roast beef then lay on my lounge with a movie on. Just not feeling it today and I have tears.

I am glad you are looking out for yourself @MissGremlin and reaching out to a line. I hope they pick up soon, and i am here with you whilst you wait.

Leftovers are great! So easy and yum. 😊 what a great idea. Yay for yesterday you who cooked it!!

Movie sounds good also - dou have a particular one you feel like? Or a genre you feel would be good?

I dont watch a lot, so i dont know too many. And many i have seen i forget too 😅🤣. But always open to suggestions/recommendations too 😊

Thankyou for being here @AlwaysMyself ❤️.

Leftovers are good, I've just popped it in the oven so just have to wait for it to heat up now.

I've been watching the fast and furious movies so maybe that. I'm not really sure though.

For me it's mostly just noise in the background, I don't watch new movies that come out cos I don't cope with change so mostly stick to older movies and TV shows that I know.

Hello @Cuddlebear my sweet, how are you doing today?

Ahh i have seen some (most?) Of the F&F movies in the past! I dont remember much except fast cars, racing and action scenes lol @MissGremlin

@AlwaysMyself i enjoy them but I'm up to the one that always gets me emotional, when Paul Walker passed away.

You know it's going to be a rough day when you are doing the dishes and you get frustrated with how a plate is sitting in the dish rack, it just doesn't look like it's sitting right and how it normally would 😂. Feel like I'm getting irritated and annoyed by everything. I'm sitting on my lounge with Casper now, waiting for my roast to heat up.

Lol @MissGremlin i get that! I feel irked when the plates in my dishwasher dont look straight to me in their rack.😄

I just finished eating my leftover pizza from Monday for early lunch. Couldnt be bothered to microwave it though lol.

Going to start a bit of the paint by number.

Doing a dark brown "number 6" for now.

@Cuddlebear

@Chasingsunsets

@AlwaysMyself oh good it's not just me 😂.

Leftover Pizza sounds good although cold pizza is one thing i can't do 😂.

Doing a bit of paint by numbers sounds perfect. I feel like starting one of mine but I'm not sure which one. There's 3 to choose from and picking feels hard at the moment.

@MissGremlin Hello lovely. How r u feeling?

Im really struggling today Dreamy. I’m feeling terrible. Lots of darkness around me.

I am not a big fan of cold pizza either @MissGremlin 😆😅🤣 just super super lazy.

But i DID have a shower this morning! (Going out later)

I could pick for you if you liked 😋. Or @Cuddlebear and @NightFury maybe also?

But only if that helps -- not if you WANT to make the decision yourself!

I select which to do based on if i want detail or big areas, or what colours i feel like.

Or in this case, it was the only one available 🤣