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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@_Ivolethe_ thankyou for letting me know.

Would be great to have a list of resource groups that people can connect with. Alot of the groups have thousands of members from all around the world. Would be happy to provide some group names via email if it becomes a possibility ☺️

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@MissGremlin I have made a note to pass it on. 🙏

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Thankyou @_Ivolethe_, hope you are having a lovely evening. We appreciate you being here and the hard work you do ☺️

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I agree @MissGremlin @AlwaysMyself @_Ivolethe_ would be so good 🙏, ps @_Ivolethe, your forum name is intriguing ☺️

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Have curled up in bed. I left the loungeroom light on tonight. I've taken my sleep meds and someone just let off two fireworks and I feel like my heart stopped briefly. Gah! @MissGremlin @AlwaysMyself

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@NightFury oh that's so tough sweet but I'm glad you are curled up in bed. I will be around all night, although I will be driving after midnight but I will pull over regularly to check my phone. If you need some company or a chat at any stage feel free to tag me. Sending you hugs beautiful ❤️

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Busy forum chatting is keeping me awake, so I'm still here if you want/need to chat @NightFury .

Heard a few fireworks go off where I am too about 30 min ago. Took me by surprise.

Hope your heart beat slows down again, and deep breathing returns to normal, and the sleeping tabs kick in and let you drift off to sleep soon. 🤗

Drive safe @MissGremlin .

Hoping any fireworks aren't causing anxiety for you or Wilbur (or cat or bird) @Cuddlebear

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@AlwaysMyself i will do. Will be driving around looking for any lost pets that get spooked by fireworks so that they can home safely. I volunteer with a group where we reunite lost pets with their owners ☺️

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@AlwaysMyself i have just over an hour to get through, it feels like the hardest hour of my life right now (I'm safe).

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@MissGremlin here with you. Is it better for you to talk about these thoughts ("get them out of your system") or to distract you from them? I can do either, whichever you need right now.

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