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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury i have a couple of things to do first and then I should be all good to start Gizmo with you ☺️.

Oh I can understand the feeling of it already feeling like it's been a long day. I didn't fall asleep until after 1am and that was only cos my body decided it was seizure time from the lack of sleep and stress (I'm safe). Definitely sounds like your brain is trying to process things while you are sleeping, I'm glad they aren't nightmares but yes I can imagine it feels like odd things to dream about.

Feeding Luna, having a shower and going for a walk around the block sounds like a perfect way to start the day.

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Lack of sleep is hard work! Sorry to hear that you had a seizure, and I'm glad you're safe.

I'm going to go do those things @MissGremlin but I'm only a tag away, so tag me when you're ready. If I don't answer straight away, I'm probably walking Luna. I don't take my phone with me then. But I will get it when I get back.

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@NightFury lack of sleep is definitely hard work, just need to try to be gentle with myself today.

No worries sweet enjoy your walk with Luna and I will chat to you a little later ❤️

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@MissGremlin How are you my friend. How are you feeling?

Im glad you did get back to shops. I know it’s hard.

Im awful feeling very emotional and panicked. It’s hot and unbearable here too.

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Hello @Cuddlebear my sweet, I'm sorry to hear you are feeling awful, emotional and panicked. I'm here with you beautiful ❤️.

I am feeling worried and emotional but in a bit of a silly mood at the moment.

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, how are you going over there?

I just got back from a quick doctors visit. The service rang me when I was out and she's going to ring back in a minute. They said I wouldn't hear back from them until the new year so I was shocked when she rang.

@AlwaysMyself @Chasingsunsets

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@MissGremlin I’m glad you are feeling a bit silly. What kind of silly are you feeling?

I just read your doctor called that great news. Unexpected but really good. I hope the call goes well.

It’s not good you also feel panicked and worried. I’m here with you lovely.

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I am doing okay, a little unsettled @MissGremlin and a little unsure of what to do with myself. I've just been reading a book. Nothing exciting going on here.

I hope your appointment went well and the service calls you back soon. I hope you get the support you need from them.

Hi @Cuddlebear

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@NightFury we can start our lego once I've finished with the phone call if you are up for it sweet?

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Sounds good to me. @MissGremlin I'm going to make myself a toastie first, but when you're ready, I'm ready.

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