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@NightFuryI got a little burst of energy and I put my lunch in, I'm making cheesy broccoli and cauliflower bake. I'm about to hop on the shower while that's cooking so I'll chat to you in a bit.

I appreciate your support so much, thankyou my sweet ❤️.

Proud of you, my friend. Lunch sounds amazing. I'm cooking breakfast/lunch now - toasted sandwhiches.

Talk to you soon @MissGremlin

Thankyou @NightFury, toasted sandwiches are yummy, hope you enjoy them sweet ☺️

@AlwaysMyself Hello lovely. How are you? I thought you might be driving to Sydney. How is your dad? I’m so glad you are meeting your friend. That’s so awesome and special. I hope it’s goes well. I’m sure it will!

@MissGremlin Hello lovely. How are you feeling today?

I am much the same. It’s warm not very nice weather. I need a shower have not had one for at least a week. I find it hard to do right now.

I’ll try have a shower tonight. Dirty dishes too.

Are you home today?

Hello @Cuddlebear my sweet, i am getting worse which worries me (I'm safe). It's very hot here today aswell and I don't like the hot weather at all. I hear you on the struggle to have a shower, I only just had one but I'd been meaning to for the past 2 days just didn't have the energy to. I'm about to do my dishes, if I could I'd gladly come and do yours for you too.

I am home today, I still have a headache. Last night was full of nightmares and panic attacks so not much sleep happening.

Sending you love and hugs beautiful, I'm here for you ❤️

I find it hard to persuade myself to have a shower. I have them 1-2 times a week unless its very hot and sweaty. I dont know why i have a brain block on it, but i just really dislike the thought of shower/bath - i think it is having to dry myself off afterwards and put on clothes when my skin is still a little damp?

I like walking in the rain though. Being wet is ok, but yeah i think its the drying off. If i can stay in my wet clothes and dry off outside thats OK. 😆

I use a deoderant cream that lasts up to a week (half a week if really hot temps or active sweat). So that helps me with not needing to shower every day.

I wish i was loving showers like @NightFury .

But empathise with @MissGremlin and @Cuddlebear .

Oh but i did have a shower today! But only because im staying at my dads and they will think im gross if i dont 🫣☹️ so i feel the pressure to have one.

@MissGremlin I am sorry you are getting worse Dreamy. You must be feeling tired. Panic attacks with headache are exhausting. If possible take a rest day and just chat here for company. I’m glad you had the shower and did the dishes. Well done. I get them thwt is panic attacks daily at the moment.

Is it hard without the peer workers and staff on leave here? I find it hard when everything closes down.

@AlwaysMyself I don’t know what it is with showers but when my MH is down the drain I find it so hard. I usually take daily showers and am clean. Not at the moment.

I like walking in the rain too. It smells good and feels nice.

Have you met with your friend yet?

Hi @Cuddlebear @AlwaysMyself

I feel like I've used all of my spoons and it's only 12.38 pm. I'm curled up on the couch with the TV on, which breaks my personal rule. I don't let myself turn the TV on until 2 pm during the holidays. @MissGremlin