Battles

That sounds like it makes it tough @MissGremlin

I have a good real estate, but I've heard that some of the agents for other places can so so harsh on their renters.

@NightFury for the most part she has been amazing but she tends to take it out on me if her other tenants cancel their inspections.

That's not your fault @MissGremlin not your fault at all.

@NightFury but she makes me feel like it is. I've pushed through when I haven't been well just to keep her happy.

I reckon you can only ever do your best @MissGremlin and that counts for cleaning ready for inspections. You can only do your best, and maybe a letter from your doctor to back you up if anything comes up.

@NightFury so very true. I'm going to see how the next couple of days go and if still struggling then I'll get a note from my doctor.

Sounds like you have a good plan @MissGremlin either way, you've got this! I know it doesn't feel like it, but you do.

Thankyou @NightFury ❤️. You're right, I don't feel like I've got this but I'm trying my best.

I've been sitting here today trying to work out how i can get the help I need but I keep hitting barriers. Like I've got noone to help with the house and Casper and also a hospital stay doesn't really appeal to me but i know I'm heading down a dangerous path. (I'm safe).

I know i need help and I'm working on trying to get it but it's hard when you don't have anyone around for support.

Maybe you just need to know the first step @MissGremlin or like...the next step? Maybe trying to see/plan too far ahead is overwhelming. I know often it causes me to jump to worst case scenarios. So maybe think about what yout next step is?

@NightFury that's what I've been trying to do, it's just figuring out the next step is challenging. Like my appointment with my doctor the other day, we did a mental health care plan and he did a referral. The place rang me the next day but I struggled to understand her, she made an appointment got the next day but when she rang I panicked and didn't answer. There's a language barrier and it was hard for both me to understand her and her to understand me which was incredibly frustrating and not something I can cope with when I'm trying to talk about what's going on.