Battles

It's a good coffee so far @MissGremlin haven't finished it yet.

The cherries were amazing!

Do you have any plans for the weekend?

@NightFury well glad it's good so far, I haven't had a sip of mine yet cos I'm hanging up the washing.

I don't have any plans, honestly don't even know what day it is at this point.

Have you got any plans?

No @MissGremlin no plans.

I feel like, I'm going to be spending a lot of time by myself over the holidays. Or just me and Luna anyway.

Everyone else has gone away camping, or is off with their families.

@NightFury i hear you sweet, I'm the same. I'm always happy to keep you company on here.

Right back at you! @MissGremlin

You said you were doing washing? Thank you for reminding me that was also on my to do list for today.

Thankyou @NightFury ❤️.

I was indeed doing washing, I did 2 loads today and they are all hung up now. Glad I could remind you of yours, not sure it's a good reminder though lol. So many chores to be done.

I have a house inspection coming up on the 8th and I have no energy to clean for it.

@MissGremlin can you stagger the cleaning? Maybe like a job a day? So that it's not overwhelming?

I'm trying to do one job a day around the house over the holidays. It was a suggestion from my counsellor. I have a habit of doing all the jobs and not allowing myself time to stop and rest - mostly because I'm avoiding the emotions that come up. So instead, I'm doing a housework job a day.

@NightFury it's just that I physically have no energy, all today has been filled with me getting overwhelmed and crying. Yes I got 2 loads of washing done but I fought through tears to do it and it didn't come without struggles and me losing it. I'm honestly ready to get a note from my doctor sent to her cos I'm at breaking point 😞. (I'm safe).

Oh hun squeezy hugs @MissGremlin

Maybe your doctor can and will do that for you? It couldn't hurt to ask.

@NightFury thankyou sweet ❤️.

I know my doctor would but it's the repercussions from the land agent that I fear. She's not very nice when I've had to cancel a couple of times due to sickness in the past 9 years that I've been here, yet she's cancelled on me on the day after I've had everything ready and was waiting for her to show up.