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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Cuddlebear oh I hear you sweet, I waited on hold to a crisis line for ages earlier and also gave up even though I so desperately needed to talk to someone.

I am here if you want/need to chat. I know it's horrible to feel this way all the time.

I am struggling so much at the moment, I just want the day to be over but then I'm like well for what, tomorrow is going to be no different 😞. (I'm safe).

I'm sitting in my bed now and I'm going to try to do some colouring.

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@NightFury I hope you are able to get home soon. Masking takes every bit of energy and I’m sad you’ve had to endure that today.

Comfy pj and your safe space is what is needed. Hoping you can get there soon.

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*hugs you all* @Cuddlebear @MissGremlin @NightFury

Hope you all can get some good sleep tonight.

When i feel low mood or upset i often like to have an early night to bed to pass the time quicker, if i can - if i dont have insomnia.

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@AlwaysMyself Thankyou for the hugs sweet ❤️.

I'm sitting in my bed now with Casper and my colouring.

Hope you can get a good night's sleep ❤️

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Luna and I are home now @Cuddlebear @MissGremlin and we are tucked up in bed. I was reading, but I think I might try and get some sleep.

I do the same @AlwaysMyself.

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@NightFury glad you are home with Luna. Hope you can get a good night's rest sweet ❤️

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@MissGremlin The crisis lines are in need of major funding boosts and shouldn’t be relying on volunteers. I can’t cope waiting for ages and end up just cutting the contact.

Im in my bed too. Really want the day to be over but like you I’m not keen on tomorrow either. I know that we will eventually feel better in a logical kind of way but getting there is rough isn't it.

Have you eaten today? I’m so glad you are going to try some colouring in. Even a small bit to divert the thoughts can bring relief.

Something to make you laugh. My support button seems to be working at the moment but the message that it isn’t working is still coming up.

Im gonna look online for Gizmo Lego see if I can find some.

 

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@AlwaysMyself Yes I’m going to have an early night just need to eat something, do Wilbur’s ear drops and then take my night sedative.

Have a very good rest tonight. Xx

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@NightFury Yay you are home and snuggled with Luna! We’re all snuggled up and the day is almost over! Hooray!

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@Cuddlebear yes they definitely do need major funding boosts. Sometimes the wait times are ridiculous especially if you are in a crisis.

I'm glad you are in bed too, hopefully Wilbur is snuggled up next to you. It really is rough and sometimes feels impossible.

I'm struggling to focus on my colouring cos my thoughts are too much so once again I'm waiting to get through to a crisis line. (I'm safe).

That support button needs to make up it's mind what it's doing 😂.

Oh I forgot to take a photo of gizmo in my tree for you. Today feels like such a blur.

Hope you can find a lego gizmo ☺️

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