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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Just dropping by quickly to say hi and see if ypu are all doing OK today. I'm super tired and drained from family lunch, struggling to keep my eyes open.

Gratefully dogs did not do anything naughty whilst we were out. We were out for 7 hours to setup, have lunch and pack up. 😴

Take extra care of yourselves today. Supportive and caring hugs to you all.

@MissGremlin @NightFury @Cuddlebear @Flutterbug9 @Shaz51

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Oh snap @NightFury ! I said that same thing about wanting to be at home instead of family gathering too! 😆😅 @Cuddlebear can vouch for it lol.

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Hello @AlwaysMyself, I hope the day was ok for you although I can definitely understand being super tired and drained.

I'm struggling to get through the day even though I know it's almost over, all I keep hearing is my doctor telling me to just focus on getting through Christmas day. I'm trying so hard, I truly am. (I'm safe). I can't wait to just sit in my bed although I've spent alot of it day in my bed really.

I hope you can have a good night's rest, sending you love and hugs ❤️

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Any way i can help for a bit @MissGremlin ?

I hope Casper is keeping you company on the bed? 🥰

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It's mostly been a quiet day, with just me and my parents, and Luna's been here with me, but I get so exhausted having to mask all day @MissGremlin

And I just want to curl up at home and enjoy my own, quiet space where I can take a deep breath and drop my shoulders.

@AlwaysMyself I can absolute relate. Lol.

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@AlwaysMyself just knowing you guys are here and I'm not alone right now helps. Today has hurt in so many ways.

Casper has been a good boy and been with me all day.

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@NightFury i completely understand how exhausting it is to have to mask.

I hope you get to go home soon to rest up sweet.

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It won't be long until I can head home. @MissGremlin we've just had dessert, so I'm waiting a bit so that it doesn't look like I'm eating and running.

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@MissGremlin I tried to contact a crisis line then was on hold and couldn’t cope holding so I hung up. I’m safe. I’m just very much over feeling the way I do.

I hate that tomorrow will feel the same. But right now I’m trying hard to focus on now and not add tomorrow into the mix.

How are you feeling?

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@AlwaysMyself Have a nice rest and snuggle with fur babies. You’ve had a big day and totally understandable you must be feeling very fatigued.

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