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@Jynx just not a Christmas angel that I can put on top of the tree 😂.

Hehe glad to hear it ☺️.

How are you going sweet?

Casper is such a good model and such a good sport for it too!! 😁😁😁

@AlwaysMyself hehe I'm glad he has fun with it just as much as me 😂.

Like a busy little bee @MissGremlin haha catch you next time hun, glad you got your xmas angel with you!! Teehee 💜

Hope you have a good night @Jynx, catch you next time ❤️

Hello @NightFury my sweet, checking in with you today ❤️

Morning @MissGremlin

Today feels weird not being at work. It feels like it should be 2 pm....but it's only 9.30 am. I'm tackling a few jobs around the house, then this afternoon we have our staff Christmas party. I'm only going for a short time. People will be drinking and partying and I don't feel comfortable around drunk people.

I feel like I cried all day yesterday - it was certainly all afternoon and into the evening. I kind of feel...better in the sense that I'm carrying less, but also feeling kind of washed out and bruised. If that makes sense.

How's your Friday morning treating you?

@NightFury can imagine it would feel weird and it's understandable that it's thrown things out of whack. I'm hoping that the staff Christmas party goes ok, can relate to not being comfortable around drunk people.

Crying is ok my sweet, I've done so much of it lately myself. Completely makes sense, like it makes things less heavier but then there's that washed out feeling and yes a bruised feeling. Just remember to be gentle with yourself ❤️.

My morning has been interrupted by 2 guys coming to look and hopefully fix my internet issues. But I'm feeling so uncomfortable having them in my house. Today is a very big day for me and I'm feeling alot of big things.

Thank you for the reminder to be gentle with myself @MissGremlin I don't like crying...it makes me feel so so vulnerable and very alone. But I think I have kept it all in for so long that, it needed to be released.

I'm sorry that they've interrupted your morning, but having a fixed internet sounds like it could be a good thing?

Hugs. I completely understand when you say, you're feeling big things today.

I often need the reminder myself @NightFury. I don't like crying either, on top of feeling vulnerable it makes me feel like I'm not in control and for me that's a scary feeling.

Yes having internet that doesn't drop out every 5 minutes will be nice. They are just leaving now so they have been here for an hour and 20 minutes.

Thankyou beautiful and sending hugs to you aswell ❤️.

I'm going to have people (family) here all day and I'm really not feeling up to it, having to wear a mask the whole day so I'm not ridiculed for being weak or struggling.