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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thankyou @AlwaysMyself, I finished the heart last night. I'll have to go through my books today and pick a few out.

He's a funny boy, fun fact that rainbow that he's got between his back legs is his toy but i use it for my head when I'm laying on my bed with my earbuds in so that they don't dig into my ear too much cos I can't lay on my back. It has multi-purposes 😂.

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I love that you have stolen his toy to use @MissGremlin 🤣. I use squisimallows as cushions and pillows (esp for with headphones as you say, but also for my cpap mask!) but my dogs like to use them also when they sleep on the bed or if I have left one on the couch lol. However, i do use their couch-blanket more than they do. But if I actually use my own blanket on the couch then they will steal it too to sit on if I get up 🤣.

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@AlwaysMyself haha glad I'm not the only one that has a dog that steals my blankets or teddies. Casper is currently on my pillow and he's trying to lick my face while I'm typing 😂.

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Naww cutie Casper 😍 @MissGremlin

I've just been searching online with a plan to buy a car back-seat protector for my dog walker for Christmas. Apparently his parent has complained about the amount of dog hair in the car 😅🤣 -- and I know that my dogs will be the most guilty culprit (esp this doggo) because he sheds SO MUCH, and it's so LONG and fluffy. 🤣 And because we live on the side of a hill, I let him drive them to a flat area to walk or the private club to run off-lead.

Sharing photos on your thread is a sign of trust from me because they are quite unique/identifiable dogs lol.

@NightFury also sharing to you as a sign of trust too. 🤗

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@AlwaysMyself what a beautiful dogga!

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@AlwaysMyself oh my gosh, look at the fluffy goodness 😍. Haha a back seat protector sounds like a perfect gift then 😂.

I refuse to vacuum or clean the back of my car boot area (i have a station wagon), Laylah (my 3 year old pup that i had to put down last year) used to be in there all the time and her hair and window art from her nose is far too special for me to clean off, I just can't bring myself to do it. I miss her so much 💔.

Awww I'm glad you trust me enough to share here, thankyou ❤️. I keep this thread pretty private (well as much as i can given its a forum 😂), but I only bring people over here if I have that trust and connection with them. Obviously by me reading your thread I felt comfortable enough to comment and share a bit of my story with you cos I felt that connection.

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, how's your day going?

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awww love your photo @AlwaysMyself of furbaby 😍

Hello and hugs @NightFury , @MissGremlin , @Cuddlebear 😍

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Thanks @Shaz51 @MissGremlin @NightFury 😊

I totally should have thought to tag you in the photo post too @Shaz51 ! I forgot you were on this thread (i dont like to tsg in new ppl to others "safe space" out of respect for privacy). (Having said that though, i am an open person so i dont mind people jumping into mine if they want 😊)

There's a photo of my other dog too if you want to look back into my profile's past posted images. Theres a few of her nose lol being a long borzoi one. ..but the length feels normal.

I can completely understand not wanting to clean off the memories of your past dog from the car 😊🥰.

I'm going to sell one of my cars (since i no longer have a partner I have no use for a second car), which means i have to clean out all the dog hair and dirt. 😬 i plan to hire a pro for it lol. It has a dog car seat protector hammock, but hair still flies around and also dirt from moving plants and such. But im worried i will pay good money and they wont do a good job. So i want to get them to *look* at the car first so they know what is involved before quoting a price!!

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sending understanding hugs @AlwaysMyself 😍

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