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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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The kids have enjoyed themselves @MissGremlin I will take some quiet time to myself when I get home this afternoon.

I hope you can do the same for yourself too.

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@NightFury that sounds like a good plan and I'll definitely try to do the same.

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@MissGremlin I hope you take it easy today darling heart, all the feelings you're experiencing are bound to wear you out so let yourself rest.

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Hello sweet @ENKELI i am trying to take it easy but life doesn't stop just cos I'm struggling. How are you going beautiful?

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I understand, it's a hard question to answer! What did you end up doing for the rest of your evening? @MissGremlin 💛

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@AuntGlow i did a little bit of colouring, listened to music for a while then watched Angel and Buffy until I could go to sleep.

I had a phone appointment with my counsellor today.

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Hi @MissGremlin , hoping the counsellor appt today was helpful/relief/etc.

Watching more Angel tonight?

I watched a little Bones while I unpacked another box (go me!) - actually it was one of the eps from last night that i didnt really take in much of whilst on here, so i figured id put it on again haha. Caught a little more of the storyline this time around lol.

Hope both you & @NightFury are having a low-sensory rest time this evenings with your respective dogs. 😊🥰

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Hello @AlwaysMyself, it was a very hard appointment today and left me feeling alot of emotions.

I'll probably watch some more of Angel and Buffy later but for now I'm listening to a Harry potter audiobook with Casper by my side and I'm going to do some colouring.

Well done for unpacking another box and I'm glad you caught a bit more of the storyline of the bones episode this time around. I do the same thing if I'm watching something and miss parts 😂.

How was your day?

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Harry Potter audiobook sounds pleasant also. 😊

Glad Casper is joining in too 😁.

My 2 dogs have just been growling & barking at imaginary threats :face_with_rolling_eyes: hopefully they may be quiet now!

My day was reasonable - 3rd last day of work 🥰.

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@AlwaysMyself Casper is preventing me from doing my colouring again 😂.

Haha oh silly puppies barking and growling at imaginary threats 😂. Hopefully they'll settle down for the night now. Casper rarely barks unless someone goes past beeping a car horn.

Glad your day was reasonable, not many more days of work left. How much time will you have off?

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