Battles

Hello @Jynx, thankyou for checking in. My day feels like a blur, I kind of feel like I'm in some sort of dream or rather a nightmare. But nothing feels real, other than the pain I'm feeling. Would you like to have a cuppa with me? Maybe @Shaz51 wants to join in too?

Yes it's lego Gremlin, me and @NightFury are hoping to build it together like we did with the dalmatian.

@NightFury so glad you got to pick it up. Starting tomorrow sounds ok, will just have to see how we are both feeling.

Am I in time for that cuppa @MissGremlin 😊

@Jynx , @NightFury

You most definitely are @Shaz51

 @MissGremlin , @Jynx , @NightFury

@MissGremlin I am glad Caspar is doing well. Give him a cuddle from me and tell him how gorgeous I think he is and a very good boy too. The bestest therapy dog.

I wish so much I had the ability to take all the darkness away. I’m here though and care and will do my best to offer a safe supportive friendship here on the forums.

I just read you have been doing some diamond art. What is it a picture of?

Wilbur is well. He had his dinner and is sitting by my side. I’m much the same. A heavy darkness with physical and psychological symptoms. No one to message or call for some F2F support. Just here with my Wilbur feeling so unloveable and alone.

Such a rough feeling @MissGremlin - will totally have a cuppa with you and @Shaz51 😋

Cool change has come through so a nice hot coffee sounds poif!!

Aww love that, you and @NightFury gremlining it up!!

@Cuddlebear I'll take a rain check on the cuddles with Casper, he's a little bit wet at the moment. I went outside to water my gardens and well Casper being a typical Labrador loves the water 😂. He made me smile and laugh but now that I'm back inside the tears have come back again, why is happiness and joy so short lived at the moment.

I'm so glad to have you here on the forums as much as I wish it could be in the real world.

Here's the few diamond art that I just finished. These ones are just little stickers. 

Casper just had his dinner too and now he is rubbing his wetness off on my legs. I hear you my sweet, oh if only we could chat on the phone, God knows we could both use the company and hearing a kind and caring voice. But we are here on the forums with each other and that's something I'm so grateful for right now. You most certainly are not unlovable, cos I'm here and I love you beautiful ❤️

@Jynx it's still pretty warm here, I had an iced coffee but I reckon it's time for some iced tea now 😋.

I had a small glimmer, where just for a short time I felt ok, I smiled and laughed. But now it's gone and the heaviness is back again. Why does it hurt so much, it feels like inside is in a million pieces 💔. (I'm safe).

@MissGremlin iced tea sounds choice!! 🤤😋 How do you have yours, like the pre-made stuff or do you whip up a batch yourself? Love me some peach iced tea!!

I get that...it can feel fleeting, very much so. But it doesn't make the glimmers any less meaningful or important 💜