Battles

@Jynx there isn't even feelings of shame or regret 😞. I'm starting my bedtime routine, I just finished my diamond art that I've been working on so I'm about to post that in the hobbies thread.

Thanks @MissGremlin , @Jynx 🥰

Maybe it is body tired , but will keep an eye on how I am feeling

Hospital is just across the road

Hey @MissGremlin

Here with you, my friend!

I have just gotten home, but I'm sitting with you.

Hello @NightFury my sweet, thankyou ❤️.

How was the event?

Sounds like it's a bit disconcerting for you @MissGremlin - but I am glad to see you sharing your creativity and light with the community, despite the darkness you're facing. You got this hun 💜

See how you go @Shaz51 - I hope it settles for you soon. We're here for ya 😊

It was weird @MissGremlin

I left an hour early. It was nice catching up with a couple of people that I haven't seen for two years - old work colleagues.

But the principal of the school kept giving me the evil eye, like she was sizing me up. And the vibe felt off.

@Jynx it's bringing up feelings of failure and alot of anger towards myself. I'm trying so hard to find a way through this darkness but I really have lost the light. A person at my local shop today, he knows I've been struggling and he hugged me and said 'you've got this' i started crying and I said to him 'I feel like I'm barely hanging on by a thread'.

Thankyou ❤️. I'm just scared that I'm going to fail and let everyone down. Again I'm safe, just hurting.

@NightFury that sounds really unsettling sweet.

I'm glad you got to go and had the chance to see a couple of old work colleagues. You did so well for going ❤️

It was unsettling.

I'm already tucked up in bed with Luna @MissGremlin trying to wind down.

@NightFury I'm tucked up in bed too although Casper is snobbing me and laying on the floor 😂.

I have my colouring in front of me but I've just been staring at it.