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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I hope you find some rest tonight too @MissGremlin

Good night, my friend.

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@MissGremlin ! How are ya? Sorry haven’t been able to get on! Im carrying my kings jump starter pack it might not me long until I need it lol 🤣

Hope you have been ok! I’ve been thinking of ya!


🤣🤣 @Jynx I can only imagine all your notifications when you return hehe!! Thanks for the checkin as always 🫶, sorry o haven’t been able to cross paths with you lately! Hope you have a good week ahead!

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@Chasingsunsets things have been really tough, just trying to do the best I can.

Haha the jump-starter pack, maybe that's what I need to get going 😂.

Hope you are doing alright though sweet?

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You are doing well @MissGremlin, sorry I haven’t been able to get on more often but I know you have such an awesome network here 🙏

Hehe yeah maybe it’s the jumper kit lol. 🤭

(Also highly recommend it for the car 😂, they have saved me when I have had a flat battery and I’ve helped others just a portable jumper kit so good haha)

Yeah I am ok, thanks for asking 🙏. It’s a rough month this one and next, need to work on recharging the batteries that’s for sure 💚, maybe I need to get some battery power packs too lol for some reserves before hitting empty! Lol.

What’s on for you tomorrow?

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, just checking in with you this morning ❤️

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Morning @MissGremlin

I had a better night. I woke several times, but wasn't freaking out when I woke and managed to go back to sleep each time.

I feel pretty tired this morning though.

How was your night?

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@NightFury I'm glad you had a better night and that even when you did wake you were able to go back to sleep.

I get that tired feeling, it takes a while to catch up on sleep when we've had a rough night or several of them.

My night was really rough and I struggled to sleep. I'm emotional this morning and have lots of tears which is leaving me feeling really fragile and vulnerable. (I'm safe).

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Aaaw @MissGremlin I'm so sorry you had a rough night. I know how that can leave you feeling.

Big hugs to you.

It sounds very much like you need a day on the couch, cuddled up to Casper?

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Thankyou @NightFury my sweet ❤️.

It's very much going to be a rest day, not sure whether that will be on my couch or in my bed but either way I'll have Casper by my side. Still have to do my morning routine and that requires leaving the house for a short time which I'm not looking forward to.

I hope you have an easy day at school today sweet, i know how hectic the end of term can be for everyone.

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Thank you, though nothing is easy about going to work at the moment @MissGremlin too much going on, too many emotions, too many reminders that there isn't long left to go.

We're taking the kids to the beach today for the Learn to Surf program. The weather's not looking real bright for it - it's windy and overcast here.

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