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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Jynx ooohhh yummy raspberries 😋. Hehe a boogie is always fun 😊. Oh I could never dance in the shops, I'll save that for home where i can't scare anyone 😂. But there is a guy that does dance at the shops where I go and it always makes me smile. I had to get food for my snake today and the owner of the shop had his kids in there helping so I got to get served by the sweetest little shop assistants 😊. Ahhh it's the little things that bring those glimmers of joy ❤️.

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I've half done a diamond dot @MissGremlin it's one of those things I've started but lost a bit of interest in.

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@NightFury oh I've got a stitch one that I've done the tiniest section of and haven't touched it for months. But it's 30cm by 30cm so it's a bit big and I lose focus quickly. These ones that I got are only little so much less overwhelming when I'm already sitting with lots of heavy feelings.

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Thank you @Jynx

Yeah @MissGremlin, this one I've started is big too and I didn't realise how long it would take, and so...I lost a bit of interest.

I'm now tucked up with Luna in bed, so I'll say good night to you both.

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@NightFury i hope you get a good sleep and wake up feeling better tomorrow. Night night sweet ❤️

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Right back at you @MissGremlin

Hugs and good night.

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Thankyou @NightFury my sweet. Sending hugs to you and some for Luna too ❤️.

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, checking in with you today. What have you been up to?

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Hey over there @MissGremlin

I woke up feeling terrible. My throat was so sore, so I let Lu outside for a wee and I got a drink and we went back to bed for a couple of hours. So, I had a bit of a late start to the day. I woke up feeling a bit better.

I've just been pottering about the house doing jobs. I'm sitting with a freshly made coffee now before tackling my pile of clean laundry to fold.

Have you started your diamond dot? What have you been up to?

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@NightFury oh I'm sorry to hear you woke up feeling terrible but I'm glad you were able to go back to bed for a couple of hours. Nothing wrong with a late start and it sounds like it helped to get some more rest.

Sitting down with a coffee sounds great before tackling the washing that's waiting to be folded. Oh you reminded me that I need to fold mine too. Housework is never ending 😂.

I'm actually still sitting on my bed, I had 2 hours of sleep so I'm really just not up for doing anything at the moment. I'm just letting myself 'be' in this moment. Might get up and get dressed soon and do my dishes.

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