FORUMS

Connect with people who understand what you are going through, seek advice and surround yourself with support. We're free, anonymous, and professionally moderated 24/7.

  • 47,612Members
  • 1,358,869Posts
  • 1,400,000Visitors
Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

13205 replies

7,101 - 7,110 of 13,205

In response to: Battles

Re: Battles

@MissGremlin sometimes we can't see the light at the end of the tunnel cos we're in a huge bend. Corners can feel scary when we don't know what's around em, but that light will reappear - you just gotta keep pluggin on through the darkness.

I got glowsticks tho so we can rave while we go! Teehee 😋

I'm glad you're staying connected here hun, and remember that no one - not one human being on this planet - gets to determine the "correct" way of living. Needing help and support is literally part of being human, none of us are supposed to be doing this alone.

Oh yikes, silver allergy sounds extra nasty! Must be hard to buy earrings (if you're pierced that is!) - even I need to use titanium and I don't think I have any metal allergies!!

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@Jynx it is really scary at the moment cos the corners feel never ending, like I'm not going to get past them. I'm trying so hard to find my way through this darkness but it feels like it's consuming me. (I'm safe).

Haha yes let's get those glowsticks glowing and rave along the way 😂.

I just haven't had it in me to be really social on here so at times I haven't been able to reply to people. Sometimes I like the little chit chat and if I'm hit with a long post then I struggle to respond so I'll leave it for later but then feel guilty if I reply to someone else.

I can only wear gold so it can get expensive, I only have the one piercing in my ears and only own one pair of earrings so I'm regularly taking them out to wash them. But my body even taints solid gold.

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@MissGremlin I am like you, I can't wear silver. It is possible that it's because I have haemachromatosis (iron overload) but if I wear silver I am left with green marks on my skin from the copper.

I wear white and yellow gold, or as an alternative, stainless or surgical steel.

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@ENKELI ahhh yes that will do it.

White gold and yellow gold it is for us ☺️. I even have to be careful with stainless and surgical steel. Not even able to have metal fillings at the dentist.

In response to: Battles

Re: Battles

@MissGremlin good morning hunny. hope you are sleeping the sleep of the just. love you bun xxx

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@MissGremlin Dreamy you are up! xxxx

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

Morning my sweet @Bunniekins, I'm not sleeping, I'm a werebunny today. Love you beautiful ❤️

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@Bunniekins indeed I am. Silly nightmare woke me up. Hope you've been able to get enough sleep my sweet. ❤️

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@MissGremlin sorry you had nightmare hunny. no more eating cheese before bedtime! isnt that what 'they' say lol! hugs and hugs xx

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@Bunniekins lol they do indeed, though it is rather funny that i had cheese before bed 😂. Thankyou for those hugs beautiful ❤️.

7,101 - 7,110 of 13,205