It's one of those nights when I'm unable to sleep with a million things racing through my head. So here's a little something that I just wrote, a little story of one of the relationships I escaped. Please know that I'm safe, this is my way of getting things out of my head.
Not sure if this needs a trigger warning.
You told me how to act
You told me how to walk
You controlled where I went
But I wasn't allowed to talk.
You never left me alone
So you could be sure I'd never tell
You'd monitor my phone
This life had become my hell.
I pleaded and I begged
I wanted you to set me free
But instead you locked me up
And you threw away the key.
It didn't matter what I did
You just kept abusing me
You paraded me around
Like I was some sort of trophy.
Days and nights went by
So many tears I cried
I wanted to please you
God knows how hard I tried.
Till one day I saw my chance
This was the time to run
I needed to get away
This relationship was done.
I'll never forget what you did to me
To you it was all just a game
You didn't care the pain you caused
Cos of you I'll never be the same.
The trauma that I'm left with
It haunts me everyday
You left me with scars
But I was lucky to get away.
@AuntGlow @Jynx @avant-garde @rav3n @Bunniekins
